it's aLL about the Journey Of Life...

dan aku tahu....

2012-02-18T00:19:00.000-08:00

hey ! tajuk post macam gampang kan.. hahaha.. lantak laaa... janji ada tajuk... :pp
perghhh... baru bangun tidoo ni... pukul 3.45pm.. later nak pegi keje... masuk malam pulak today...
kang 4 5 pagi laa aku sampai rumah... =.="

well.. kadang kadang best jugak kalau tade otak kan.. penat weyh fikir macam macam... sampai diri rasa down... tak boleh blahh kan.. tapi tu la hakikat... tapee.. lepas muhasabah diri sat... so aku decide untuk terus bersabar dan bersabar... ni semua dugaan kot... :) but the truth has come... good... aku tak kesah pun.. cuz already knew it long time ago...

you... kita kerap gaduh lately.. and its goin to farrrrr.. and more worst... sadly, i know.. the truth tu menyakitkan... :) but takpe... your past is your past.. i can deal with it... but stilll rasa semacam.....

arghhh.. nak pegi mandi and siap siap... malas okay today nak masuk keje... sbb hujan... best layan tido.. hahahahhaa... ok, bye...

p/s : you and me together, nothing is better... :)

unwell...

2012-02-14T10:57:00.000-08:00

hye there.. macam lama tak apdate blog nie kan.. =.=" nak buat macam mana.. busy kot...
ni pun tak sihat.. demam.. gastric.. headache... perghh... dugaan...
tadak apa pun nak cerita sangat... just banyak fikir.. tapi tak tau nak express macam mana by words...
just go with the flowwww... ni dah tahap malas nak fikir macam macam.. bunyi macam give up je kan... haih !

update selepas bangun tido.. haha

2012-02-08T06:31:00.000-08:00

hohoho.. semalam balik keje dalam keadaan basah lencun akibat hujan yg lebat... konvoi beramai2 dgn member keje and manager sekali... hahaha... akibat hujan lebat yg melampau.. stop kat kedai makan sat.. sementara nak tunggu hujan stop... isi perut dulu.. balik pun dah 2.30am.. semestinya bila hujan, basah lencun... kesejukan tahap maximum... makan.. borak2... gelak lebih kurang... tengok jam dah almost 5am.. (padahal esok tu nak kena masuk kerja pukul 10am) hujan dah stop... apa lagi pecut balik rumah.. mandi.. then the worst part... tak boleh nak lena pulak... =.=" golek kiri golek kanan jam brapa terlelap tak dapat kenalpasti... :D

9am alarm bunyikkk... arghhh.. liat gila nak bangunnn.. then realized something... damn... batuk non stop and sore throat attack again... =.=" siap laju2 pegi keje... and sepanjang kat tempat keje otak jem... sebab mengantuk yang melampau lampau... ok tu je kot... bye.. hahaha...

*thanks for the strepsils.. :)

suka hati jeee...

2012-02-06T13:03:00.000-08:00

hey hey !! mood tak boleh nak lenaa nie... duhh... bila keja malam time tido pun tunggang langgang...
today sakit kepala satu hari... prob kat tempat keja lagii.. dgn masalah staff... haih ! banyak benda nak kena setel ni... mood dua tiga hari ni adalah swing gila babi... down gila semangat... mungkin sebab banyak fikir kot ??? hahaha.. tak boleh blahhh... ni dah almost 5am aku tak boleh nak pejam mata lagii.. padahal badan penat gilaa niii... :( dan esok (hari ni la tu) thaipusam.. public holiday.. mesti busy kaw2 punya... bila lah nak normal day nie.. asyik banyak event jeee.. dari xmas, new year, chinese new year.. maulidur rasul.. thaipusam.. perghhh... macam tade life dah aku nie.. asyik keje memanjang.. haha.. macam poyo je statement...

i wish i can turned back time.. :( i can relax more... huhu.. if and only if la kann..
tetiba asyik dok play lagu real love by massari.. haha... ok bye...

im into you...

2012-01-27T10:40:00.000-08:00

just a short update... currently 2.33am.. im still awake.. penat tahap gaban cuz busy macam apa je...
tempat keje aku tu dah macam second home untuk aku.. haha.. kalau ada katil memang aku sanggup tido kat sana.. :D over pulak kan...

lifeee... well... banyak benda dah jadi.. then now i can see clearly apa yang sebenarnya... :)
aku tak menyesal tapi just sedihhh... but life must go on... i hope i strong enough for this... nothing yang aku fikir tentang masa lalu.. apa yg dah jadi sudah pun terjadi... i just pray the best for you M...

Life aku yang sekarang macam biasa je.. cuz banyak masa aku hanya pada kerjaaaa.. busy kan diri... kawan2 baik aku always ada dengan aku... support me... well dats good enough for me... :)

p/s : I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily... I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make... :)

berhabukkk.. bersawang...

2012-01-23T22:04:00.000-08:00

perghhhhh !!! style gilerrr lahhh.. lama kot aku tak apdate blog niee... gila busy.. tadak time kot...
wahhh.. 1st post aku 2012... hahaha.. dah nak habis bulan january dah pun.. baru aku nak excited kan... noob gilaa lahhh.. nothing pun nk story... saja gatal tangan nak menaip.. baru ada time... ni pun baru bangun tidooo.. balik keja tadi pukul 4 pagi baru sampai umah... keja adalah sentiasa memenatkan.. tanggungjawab dh bertambah sikit... pressure pun sama naik... tmbah pulak dok cuti raya cina nie kan.. tak cukup tido.. tak cukup rest.. and semua ni buat aku pun tak sedapp badan.. dia slow2 bagi aku sakit.. batuk kejap.. flu.. sakit tekak... just tggu nak demam kaw2 je niee.. selera makan hilang.. bagusss.. boleh diet sikit.. wakakakakakaka.... bilaaa laaa aku nk off day nieee.. penat kottt kejeeee.... ok tu ja kot... bye.. hahahaha...

oyeahhh !!! :)

2011-12-07T09:35:00.000-08:00

wheeehooo... finally aku berjaya buang duit aku lagiii.. dye rmbut lagiii.. yeah..
this year je.. dah brapa kali aku tukar warna rmbut aku... =.=" certain orang might cakap aku ni buang duit laa.. bagi rosak rambut laa.. and macam2... but for me.. aku suka style rambut... macam obses pun adaa.. hahaha.. so aku tak kesah spent duit aku sikit untuk kepuasan hati aku.. well.. rambut aset terpenting bagi aku.. hehehehehe...

ohh semalam selasa aku off day.. supposed aku offday rabu.. tapi aku ada hal nak kena setel bos suh aku cuti on selasa and come back on wednesday jumpa dia balik.. so i was fine lahhh kan.. boleh aku redeeemm tidddooo.. serius sejak keje.. time tido aku adalah limit gilaaaa.. stress gak.. hahahaha... ikutkan malas nak bangun.. tapi ada hal kan... :D

al kisahnya hal aku tu kena pegi bukak akaun bank.. hahahaha.. tapi disebabkan dah lama aku tak pulun tidooo.. so hasilnya memang aku tidooo jeee lah sepanjang hari... hahaha.. terjaga tgk2 dah pukul 2... masih golek2 lagi.. haha.. bangun laju2... mandi semua.. speed ketaaa.. terus ke salon.. HAHAHAHA.. yeah.. bukan ke bank dulu.. tapi ke salon yee.. actually aku memang nak dye rambut aku ni and trim sikit... rambut depan sudah panjang dherr.. plan lepas salon boleh la ke queensbay punya maybank.. haha.. tapi terbabas la pulak kan.. dah 4 lebih.. terus je ke GSC.. :pp Aku pegi tengok movie yang tak sempat aku nak tengok time keje.. :)) hahaha..

hasilnya aku tatau what exact kaler yg aku pilih.. aku just tau.. ash color + brown + hijau2... hahaha.. hasil dia.. mcm nk grey pun ada.. kdg2 nampak mcm hijau.. hahaha.. tp puas hati... :)
im lovin it... gila mcm risiko buat kaler mcm ni.. haha.. tapi tape... at lis aku try...

ohh.. disebabkan tido agak lama.. malam adalah bosan.. so lepak dengan membe2.. sampai tak sedar dah 2 pagii.. esok tu pula aku keje pagi kan.. haha.. tak sedar diri gilaaa... then tadi pagi bangun malas and liat nak matikkk... aku pk bos nak jumpa aku je.. tu pasal aku bangun mandi siap and speed pegi keje.. then dah masuk keje.. time tu lahhhh perut aku nak gastric.. so nice of u kann....
hahaha..

okay.. tatau nak melalut apa dah.. byebye..

story 1 2 3 :)

2011-12-05T05:36:00.000-08:00

chantekkkk !!! hahaha... tah apa2 punya starting ayat.... =.=" baru berkesempatan nak beronline guna lappy nih... adoiyai... keje adalah sangat busy... now pulak dok cuti sekolah... then movie yg tengah panasss kat cinema sekarang ni OMBAK RINDU... perghhh... so far aku keje kat cinema... penangan OMBAK RINDU RINDUAN ni dasat and hebat gak ahhh... Hall 1 yg paling besarrrr tu penuh kot... dari 1st show of the day sampai la ke midniteeee... fullllll jeee... aku tengok movie tu ok ok laaa.. tade la aku touching macam nak mati kan.... tapi gila laa akak2 mak cik2 yg layan movie tuuu... menangisss kot dorang dalam cinema tu... hahaha... mata siap merah2 hidung pun merah... aku pun tak paham part mana yg sadisss gilerr tuu.. ahh.. tapi tape laaa... dorang jiwa sensitive kot.. ehhehehe....

ok enough dgn story tu... now dah bulan december... hoho... dah hujung tahun weyh... biar betul ni... aku rasa macam cepat la pulak time ni jalan kannn... baru je rasa macam semalam aku celebrate new year dengan member2 aku... =.=" tahun ni celebrate time keje la kot kan... hahahahaha...

pasal neck and bahu aku tu dah okay sikit.. tapi mcm shittoooo je cacat bahu aku... sebab bapak besar lebam yang dok ada tuuu.. hitam plakkkk tuuu.. hodoh sialll... hahaha.. mintak2 la nanti hilang... tapi sakit2 tu still ada lagi... kalau nak bergerak pun ada limit dia.... serius rasa macam OKU....

Pasal kejeee.. aku dah decide nak keje mana... :) hope decision yg aku buat ni betul lah kan... even keje dia boleh tahan busy gila and stress... at least im collecting experience for my future... :)
macam banyak sangat pulak aku dok type... okay.. tu je kot... baru balik keje nie... esok offff... *dah lama tak merasa offday...* so esok mau setel keje... and redeeeemmm tidooo... hahaha...

dot dot dot... that it is..

2011-11-30T09:16:00.000-08:00

helloo... bosan pulak balik keje awal then tak tau nak buat apa kan... =.=" dah la aku accident ahad lepas.. bengong punya cha ya nun alip ... tak pasal2 langgar keta membe aku... bercacat la aku sementara waktu nie... T_T terhantuk kat dashboard kete punya pasal neck and shoulder aku bengkak... kening aku lebam... siot.. tak pasal2 tengah2 malam aku kena pegi GH xray n medical check up semua... alhamdulillah tade yang patah teruk2... just neck and shoulder aku bengkak... tu pun seksa weyh... macam robot dah aku nie..

ahh... lupakan kisah accident tuu.. change to citer lain.. now ramai je member aku dapat keje.. tumpang hepi n bangga jap.. hahaha.. yg sambung degree tu goodluck.. aku adalah jeles... >.< takpe.. diri aku sendiri belum ready nak continue degree.. atas sebab2 tertentu... tapi mudah mudahan satu hari nanti dapat la aku sambung degreee kan... :)and now dah masuk 1st December... =.=" macam kejap la pulak aku rasa tahun ni... now dah end of year... hope this month will be good to me.. life now agak bosan je.. keje keje dan keje... hoho..ada 2 3 job keje yg tengah aku consider nie.. taktau la mana satu rezeki aku kan... kadang2 membusykan diri ni bagus jugak... tade nak fikir benda lain.. heaven !hmmm... dah sebulan arwah tok aku meninggal... rinduuu sangat2 kat tok.. kalau tok ada.. boleh dia urutkan neck and bahu aku... :( al-fatihah tok.... i pray that im strong enough to go through all this.. personal matter.. i can hide inside.. what u wanna say, go on.. i wont stop u anymore.. find your way.. your happiness.. im pray for you too... n i wish the best for you..

p/s : best in me was having you in my life... worst part of me was losing you from my life... hardest part for me is to forget you for the rest of my life...

cerita hari ini...

2011-11-25T08:44:00.000-08:00

yeahhh.. hye hye and hye.. dah lama aku tak cuti keje.. so hari ni bangun pagi rasa macam tak sedap badan je kan.. gastric.. and headache.. grab hp msg kat sapa2 yg patut inform aku offday ari nie.. smbung tidoooo... sampai la pukul 6.40 ptg td... haha.. bapak la weh.. dah lama aku tak tido lama macam tu since aku kejeee... bangun2 tido.. sakit pulak kepala... terus mandi... hoho..

mama aku pun dok bising aku asyik keje... keje.. and keje... bila cuti pun tatau... sbb ari aku supposed cuti pun aku balun keje... hehehe... bukan apa.. kemalasan yg amat kalau cuti.. dok rumah jadi serabut.. fikir macam2... kalau fikir dapat solvekan benda tu tapelah jugak.. ni takkk pun.. lama2 method aku senang je... keje... busykan diri.. so dapat la aku avoid dari fikir macam2... even kadang2 tu ada jugak laaaa terfikirkan... haih laaaa.....

dan aku balik umah hanya untuk makan mandi n tidooo... =.=" what a bored life kan...
hari2 pun keep repeat benda yg sama... hoho....
makin besar.. makin rumit hidup yg aku go through... maybe ni semua lesson untuk aku...
sape tahu kan... :)

25 nov supposed to be a good day for me... but now.. :')

24 November 2011

2011-11-23T08:04:00.000-08:00

helloooo.. lama tak apdate blog nie... nothing best pun yg hapen.. life macam biasa... tido bangun tido.. pegi keje.. balik keje.. mandi... rest... tido.. then keep repeat the same things.. hahaha.. biasalah tu kan... nak apdate apa pun tatau nie.. tapi tangan gatal nak menaip kan.. layankan je laaa...

result oh result.. lambatnya nak keluar kan.. aku dah la nervous ok.. lambat pulak kau nk keluar... *biasalah.. tak study.. :p hopefully okay laaa kan result aku.. at least jangan la failed... cukup2 makan pun dah syukur gila.. *exam 2.30pm.. aku bangun tido 12pm.. terbaik kan?? hehehehe...

aku rindu pulak kat arwah tok aku.. T_T haih.. hampir sebulan tok aku meninggal dunia... sunyi tade tok.. haih.. al-fatihah.. i need to be strong...

lifeee... haih... i got nothing to describe how my life now.. macam lost jeeee... banyak benda yg aku fikir... kadang kadang rasa macam nak nangis jeee.. entah laaaa... biar je lah kan.. aku dah usaha.. bukan tak usaha... its okay...

okay, thats all.. *ntah apa2 punya post kan.. lantak laaa... =.="

i miss you so bad....

2011-11-09T08:54:00.000-08:00

p/s : there are something that sometimes we don't even can understand until the time has come and we can figure it out what its all about actually...

campur tolak... what else.. =.="

2011-11-05T09:13:00.000-07:00

hey.. just quick and short apdate...
nothing much to say.. ari ni genap 1 week arwah tok aku meninggal.. i miss him much.. al-fatihah.. and happy aidiladha to all muslim.... and it will be my first aidiladha without you tok.. :'(

i will be working this raya.. esok sure aku akan busy like hell..
currently mengantuk macam apa ja... but saja nk apdate jugak blog nie.. ok, dats all kot i think.. will apdate soon..

"...if you dont go after what you want, you will never have it...
...if you dont ask, the answer will always no... if you dont step foward, you're always in the same place..."

untitle...

2011-10-29T10:16:00.000-07:00

mood : sakit sakit badan....
causes : hit by a car...

It's not bad memories that makes you sad, but the sweet ones which you know will never happen for the second time...

Far Far Away....

2011-10-26T11:15:00.000-07:00

[Chris Richardson]
Walk a thousand miles
Just to see her (see her)
But she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again

[Tyga - Verse 1]
Sittin’ on a plane
Reminiscing back when I made that mistake
I wish it never ended with a heartbreak
Now your heart broken, tears in ya face
Ask myself why, looking at the sky
If I could turn back I’d make it all right
Praying that you better but its still stormy weather
Don’t wanna let go but the rain wont let up
Now you gone, still thinking bout you everyday
And I know feelings was hurt and you can blame me but
I’m sorry for the games that I played
But now it’s too late
And now she’s…

[Chris Richardson]
Now she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again

[Tyga - Verse 2]
It’s cold putting up a fight
Arguing back and forth through the night
Regardless what I said and I don’t mean most of it
You know I really love you, this the realest goin’ get
It take time to realise what you really wanna know
You was ready for it all but your feelings I ignored
I know my fault, I should’ve gave more
Now you’re miles away and I’m miles on tour
Now it’s drums playing, crowd singing
Light changing, wish you was here to witness all that
It starts fading
They say two wrongs don’t make it right
And I was wrong and now it ain't right

[Chris Richardson]
Cause she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again

[Tyga - Bridge]
Na na na nah
If I could turn back
If I could make it right
I’d do just that
If I could make it right
I’d do it all tonight
Hold you in my arms, with you I’d spend my life

Na na na nah
If I could turn back
If I could make it right
I’d do just that
I’d do just that
If I could turn back

(Come back here again)

[Chris Richardson]
Cause she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again

:)

2011-10-21T10:14:00.000-07:00

sometimes we simply care for someone without reason....
without expecting much just knowing that the person is happy and safe, is more than enough...

why ??

2011-10-20T06:05:00.000-07:00

You're the one who broke my heart...
You're the reason my world feLL apart...
You're the one who made me cry...
Yet im stiLL in Love with you...
and i dont know whyyy....

Inside....

2011-10-19T08:55:00.000-07:00

I believe everything happens for a reason...
People change so you can learn how to let go...
Things go wrong, so that you appreciate them when they're right...
You believe lies, so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself...
and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together...

I learned to forget someone who has forgotten me ...
I learned to forgive all those who have hurt me ..
I learned to be the best for the people who I love ...
but something that can't learned is that I have to learn to smile at a time when people who I Loved, Love others and leave me ... forever ...

hari ini kau datang riang... =.="

2011-04-18T10:05:00.000-07:00

ooohoooiii... ni aku nak story pasal semalam punya hal..
aku dah plan dengan membe aku nak lepak lepak on coming sunday... *semalam la tu*
so cari lah ahli ahli yang tak busy kan.. so ajak ct.. ct ni kawan aku since form 1... as well goes to ili la kan.. then hubby ct ni ajak bowling.. oh ya.. aku and ili tak penah lagi jumpa hubby ct nie.. so ni kira first time la kan.. btw, zahir pun ikut.. hehe.. zahir tu adik kawan aku.. si zamir.. zamr tak dapat join sebab dia kerja on that day.. sapa tatau tu boleh pegi baca kat past entry aku.. :)

lokasi Premium Lanes Bowl kat Sunshine Bayan Barua... tp full house pulak sebab ada company buat competition... sigh... so kami lepak McD sajek.. sebab semua pun tak makan lagi... hehehe... sambil sembang sembang tuh.. beronline la kejap... kata McD free wifi kan... harus la gunaa... then tetiba hp aku ada message.. si Fatin message aku tanya ada mana bla bla bla.. so sebab hubby dia aa keje sikit and anak dia si sara tu tgh tido.. we decide nak jumpa afta maghrib je..

then afta makan tu si ct pegi anta anak dia kat umah mom in law dia sebab tanak bawak katanya.. haha.. kesian ok tinggal anak.. maklum la. jarang dapat kuar berdua kan.. so kasi chance laa... sementara nk tunggu 8pm nak meet fatin and hubby kat tepi jalan terminal bas... hubby ct ajak pegi karok... so moh le kita ke karok dulu... and tengah2 karok... message masuk kat hp aku lagi.. kali nie shu pulak...

dah message tu so aku ajak je la lepak sekali kan... leh gather reramai.. hahaa... shu kata okay.. so afta karok we drive ke umah shu pick up dia... then straight away pegi terminal bas meet fatin and hubby... then konvoi 3 keta pegi Padang Brown... makan sana... kat sana macam macam ada... sebut je... :)

dah sampai makan makan sembang semua... banyak story kot... and we like macam tak percaya time flies so fast... its already 8 years we be friends since 2003 and alhamdulillah the bond is still there... :) and i really appreciate my friends so dam much... aku tau dalam kawan mesti ada yang tak kena.. kau cakap aku aku cakap kau... but it was like previous time... and now we grow up and aku rasa like with a blink of eyes ada dah kawan aku yg dah get married and ada baby... :) padahal aku macam semalam je aku kenal korang time form 1 muka ala ala innocent jek... hahahaha... and their hubby awesome yaww... salute gila... even first time hubby ct and fatin meet us.. but they were totally sporting.. we really had a great time.. :)

then about 10.15pm we moved from there.. sebabb fatin ada anak.. dah ngantuk2 anak dia tu.. nak tido... anak ct kat umah mom in law.. kesian jugak kan... hehehe...
so kami yg tade anak anak ni pun balik jugak... hahaha... sebab anak mak bapak.. boleh? hahaha... nanti we plan for something fun lagi yeah... :)

and today... aku bangun lambat.. hehe.. sebab malam tadi macam susah gila nak tido... ngeee... bangun around 11 sumthing... terus tengok tv... layan laa citer apa yg best kan.. then around 1 sumthing... shu message aku suruh pass resume.. coz ak nak apply keje la... apa lagi kan.. but the thing is resume aku dalam lappy and pendrive... and both kat umah aku... *oh ye malam semalam aku tido kat umah tok aku*
then i was thinking takkan nak balik rumah kot nak pegi amik... wink ! baru teringat aku ada simpan resume aku tu dalam email.. so message shu cakap jumpa kat Sunway Tunas... aku pun cepat cepat pegi mandi segala.. and gerak ke cybercafe... siap print out... amik zahir kat umah dia.. ajak teman... hehe.. sebab aku ala ala confused kat mana tempat yg shu mention tu... naseb zahir tau.. :D

dah jumpa shu pass resume then we plan to lepak sumwhere since aku pun belum lunch... then moh le kita ke McD.. *McD lagi,tempat semalam jugak ye* tapi before that kitaorang nak main bowling *tempat semalam yg tak jadi tu ye* main 1 game je.. haha.. yg menang mestilahhhh aku kan... lama tak main so macam gian nak main bowling.. dah puas bowling makan lah... :D

dah makan... sembang sembang *wajib* then tetiba si shu ni cakap teringin nak makan chicken wings kat tepi pantai kat jety pulau jerjak tu... so aku yg baik ni mesti la tunaikan kan... heeeee.... penat dha type ni... so layan pic je eh....

best kan makanan?? sumpah sedap... :) ok bubye... heeee...

budak busuk dah mandi.. :D

2011-04-15T07:16:00.000-07:00

ehem ehem... hoho.. bosan betul hari ni..
tadak buat apa pun kat umah.. so tengok cuaca panas elok ja today.. budak busuk ni pun best ja dok layan tido... aku kacau sama dia... hahaha... nak bagi mandi lah...
1 week plus dah dia tak mandi... kesian kesian...

dan sambung jilat jilat bulu sampai atas sofa pula dia tuh...
feel gila tengok dia jilat jilat bulu... macam khusyuk gila lahh...
sambil dia dok jilat bulu dia aku saja la kacau dia.. then dengan jari jari aku pun dia jilat jugak... =.=" jari aku tadak bulu laaaa wahai cottyyy oitt...

ok, tu je la aku nak story pun.. haha...chow ♥

dan jum kita makan dan makan lagiii... :D

2011-04-14T04:00:00.000-07:00

hooooo hoooo...
kemarin *selasa la tu* aku tadak buat apa pun kat umah..
then kawan aku mintak tolong teman dia pegi bank and setel payment for sumthing..
so aku ok je sebab kebetulan aku nak pegi snap pic untuk aku attach dengan resume aku kan..
alang2 sekali jalan la yeee dak..
dah setel pegi bank and snap pic.. all done.. aku mintak membe aku teman Lunch since aku pun belum makan... next location was Food Court Bukit Jambul Complex...
actually aku tak penah jejak lagi kat Food Court sana.. haha... kata baru renovate kan.. :D
aku order Ayam Penyet.. tp macam lain sikit je aku tengok Ayam Penyet yang aku makan kat Jusco Perda arituh.. sebab takde tempe.. hahaha... tapi taste dia still sedap lah kan...
then aku order chocolate oreo ice blended Each a cup punya... slurppp... sedap !

aku ada perasan aku tempat timbang berat badan kat area food court tu.. hahaha...
ape lagi... mesti lahh mau pegi timbang kan.. sekali timbang... pehhhh ! boleh pulak naik 1.5kg kan... tape.. ni mesti kes aku asyik dok umah makan tido je kan.. then last few weeks keje aku asyik makan makan makan dan makan.. so aku start kena control balik.. hahahaha...

huhu.. habis je makan lepak jalan2 kejap then lepak pulak kat seagate.... tepi laut...
makan rojak, kopok lekor and air kelapa... pheww.. nikmat ! tapi pic tade.. hahahaha...

ni pulak cerita pasal semalam... lepak dengan kawan2 jugak la kan... lokasi Kapitan Nasi Kandar kat Queensbay... haha.. kan last entry aku cakap aku teringin nak makan Nan Tandoori... so malam tadi dapat la aku makan.. puas hati ! :D

Tapi ayam dia kecik lah.. kalau kat Gurney punya Kapitan... perghh... size ayam memang terbaik punya wa habaq lu... :D

habis makan lepak tepi laut Queensbay pulak.. beli sate ikan.. pic tade... sebab gelap.. hahaha.. taste sate ikan tu dah tak best macam zaman aku sekolah dulu.. tepung je banyak.. ikan sikit je kot rasa dia.. then now 20sen secucuk.. dulu 10sen.. dulu balik sekolah je aku beli RM2 tak pun RM3.. so memang abg tu nanti bg 2 plastik kat aku.. ye lah 20 ke 30 cucuk sate ikan kan.. dulu punya taste memang sedap... terasa isi ikan tu.. then wajib beli eskem malaysia... ahhaha.. nikmat makan bila time cuaca panaih2 kan.. :D

ohhh... tu je la yang aku nak story.. hahaha... tapi before aku sampai umah aku singgah 7-Eleven beli Slurrpeee... hahahaha..

ok, bye... :)))

you can say what ever you like yaww... :)

2011-04-10T09:45:00.000-07:00

hohoho... im back im back...
actually lately aku teringin nak makan macam2 kot..
paling top on the list are KFC, Tandoori kat Kapitan and Pizza Hut..wallaweyh.. dok kat umah tadak buat apa memang makan tido je keje.. perghh... ni pun dok merajinkan diri dok buat push up and sit up..tapi kalau kat pipi nak exercise cam no nya??

so since dah teringin gila nak makan KFC, so my dad and mum ajak pegi makan lah.. hoyeahhh... bukan selalu dapat manja2 and mengada2 kan.. ahak ! pegi berempat jek.. akak aku tak join sebab dia dating dengan cinta hati dia.. maklumlah seminggu sekali jek dapat jumpa kan...

ohhh yeah... people change... as for now you can say anything you want.. :) cuz you had what you wish... tapi ingat tadak apa benda yang kekal.. aku nak cakap banyak pun tak guna sebab nobody perfect... tapi sebelum kau nak cakap apa2.. please think back.. :) anyway... goodluck...

Combine All... ♥

2011-04-09T01:08:00.000-07:00

hoyeah ! hello peeps ! perghh... lama pulak tak apdate blog nie...
kekurangan masa la dherr... ni kira baru now ada time mau apdate ini blog... :)
so apa yg combine all?? haha... birthday celebration lah... with my bff... Syed Zamir Alhady, Ili Sharmimi and not to forget my dear Mirna Lestary...

actually birthday aku dgn Zamir and Ili tak jauh pun gap... Zamir on 3rd April, mine on 4th April and Ili on 7th April.. then since si Mirna pun nak datang Penang, so we all decide celebrate together la even birthday si keding tu on 22nd March but still consider tak lama mana pun la kan gap dia..

So, we plan to have dinner at Hard Rock Cafe on 3rd April nite... :) tapi noon aku lepak dulu dengan iLi and Mirna... lokasi Queensbay Mall.. :) after that baru fetch Zamir and adik dia Zahir.. terus tembak ke Straits Quay... nice view kat sana tu... dah sampai sana snap here and there.. perut pun dah lapar.. moh le kita ke Hard Rock Cafe kat Batu Feringghi nun... malas nak citer banyak la... aku dah la ngantuk ni even aku baru bangun tido... so layan pic je la eyh...

here we are... :)

starter... Nachos... nyum nyum...

mine... chicken smoked bbq.. big portion nih...

chicken ape tah... aku lupa nama...

herbs and garlic chicken tak silap aku nama dia... haha

beef brisket smoked bbq...

total for our dinner..

us... ♥

gerak dari Hard Rock Cafe dalam 11 sumthing mcm tu... singgah nite market kat Feringghi ni sat.. si Mirna nak beli barang untuk boss and kawan dia... so misi mencari barang adalah dengan separa express.. aku sempat grab 1 shades... haha... so lepas beli semua barang gerak nak pegi lepak kedai mamak... lokasi mamak pelita area USM.. haha... naik je keta bukak hot.fm dengar abpbh.. time result dia tu.. kan usop wilcha ada... dalam keta memang gelak macam orang gila ok.. dorg ni semua pun dok buat tangan ala2 usop tu.. perghh... tepat 12am 4th april dalam keta masa tu.. boleh pulak budak2 ni nyanyi lagu happy birthday kat aku dengan tangan usop style... =.= haha.. dah sampai mamak lepak minum jek.. and borak2.. giler ke nak makan lagi... perut dok full lagi kot...

ohh yeah... ni pic kat Straits Quay before we all gerak ke Hard Rock Cafe... :)

woohooo... :)

sorang2 sengal... >.<

my soul... ♥

haha.. tu je kowt... otak blank la pulak nak story lagi... senang nak more details pegi je terjah blog si Mirna ni... dia dah upload and story whole thing... muahahahahaha... pic kat blog dia pun banyak... :D

So, ok bye... hehe... peace yaw... ♥

Best !

2011-03-30T07:24:00.000-07:00

hello peeps !! lama pulak tak apdate blog nih...

so aku kasi story last week punya hal la eh...

haaa.. aku baru je baik dari penyakit SAHABAT BAIK aku tu... *last post aku sapa baca dia tau laa*

tapi yang tak okay lagi just Batuk nie...

mula macam batuk kering... then after that batuk yg ada phlegm tu pulak..

ni aku baik dari sakit sebab gagah aku makan ubat.. *aku paling benci sakit makan ubat actually*

aku makan ubat pun sebab dah teruk sangat... flu sampai sesak2 nafas.. batuk mcm nak tercabut jantung.. lebih kurang macam tu la keadaan aku...

dalam aku dok tak berapa nak sihat sangat tu... aku bergembira jugak lahhh dengan college mates aku.. Nasiha, Durra, Kalis, Santhi & Sandra.. plan pegi mandi kat Taman Rimba on 24th March.. kat Penang ni now musim hujan... air kat taman rimba tu macam air sungai lah... so haruslah air nya sejuk macam ais.... aku pun dok demam2 ni terjun jugak mandi...

haha... mana boleh lepas chance kan... hohoho...

mandi and main air lebih kurang 2 jam.. tangan kecut2 dah..

sekali hujan.. aku naik dulu lah... kang mandi dalam hujan, memang cari pasal lagi lah kan...

so aku decide pegi salin baju dulu... then membe2 aku follow sekali...

dah salin baju mandi semua kat toilet.. hujan pun stop...

then gerak nak pegi makan.. lepak Gurney Plaza lah..

but before that singgah dulu snap picture kat Penang Dam..

time kat Gurney Plaza.. wa dah flat... badan start panas... fLu balik..

semacam je rasa... time tu lah rasa nak drive lama gila on the road..

jauhnya nak sampai rumah aku.. haha...

tapi sampai je rumah aku tak tido pun... bagi mandi kereta dulu..

perghhh comot nak mati sebab terlanggar air lecak.. eh betul ke eja... ala air yg color macam teh tarik tu..

kena tanah merah dia bercampur dengan air hujan... terbaik betul rupa kereta aku..

macam demam campak... hahaha... so kasi cuci bersih2... after that tak tido jugak.. haha..

i heart them all... ♥

They are very understanding people that i ever knew.. :)

budak demam yg tatau dok diam2... :D

So next outing dengan bff aku iLi sharmimi on last Sunday.. and adik dia pun join..

misi jalan2 teman aku cari barang... haha.. lokasinya ialah Prangin Mall and 1st Avenue...

now senang sikit nk pegi dua tempat ni sebab dah ada connection bridge...

1st Avenue -----> Prangin Mall

Prangin Mall -------> 1st Avenue

ada connection bridge ke Komtar jugak if dr 1st Avenue..

bagus jalan on that day.. tak sesak.. sebab selalu weekend jalan macam haram je..

menguji kesabaran betul... aku tak suka keluar weekend sebab sesak melampau tapi kalau kadang2 boleh lahhh layan kan...

cari barang sampai lenguh kaki berjalan... naik turun escalator macam gila sebab asyik confused kedai mana yg kitaorang decide nak beli barang... aku rasa tauke kedai tu pun naik fed up kot tengok kami masuk kedai dia 3 4 kali tapi tak beli2 lagi.. hahaha...

but misi berjaya jugak... duit pun melayang of course... T.T

afta done beli barang semua lepak 1st avenue.. cari tempat nak duduk.. haha..

kaki lenguh siot.. aku lari pun tak macam tu pun sakit dia.. >.<

and 1st time aku masuk 1st Avenue panas macam sauna... perghhh !!

berpeluh2 la jugak.. mungkin aircond rosak kot.. wa pu che tao...

before this aku pegi 1st Avenue, sweater on my body and tangan mesti masuk poket...

sebab sejuk dia tahap boleh BEKU... tu aku pelik panas pulak on that day... mati mood nak lepak sana lelama.. so jalan2 naik top level.. motif?? nak snap pic.. haha...

hp iphone tu.. jgn main2.. haha..

candid ke apa ni pun tatau lah... :PP

i knew her since 2003...

dalam 7 sumthing gerak.. pegi dinner.. lokasi Tokong Ular..

pic kat sana tadak.. sebab semua pun kebulur lapar...

tambah2 iLi nih.. muahahahahaha... ok bye... see u next entry yah... :)

*p/s : im start counting days already... >.<

sahabat baik !

2011-03-23T10:20:00.000-07:00

hohoho... *bukan santa claus ye*
adoi laa... hello folks !
time menunjukkan pukul... ehem ehem.. 1.05 pagi..
dan aku tak tido lagi... haha..
apa nk merapu eh...
owhh.. currently sahabat baik aku adalah.....
Mr Fever, Ms Flu and bila combine jadi la SON sore throat.... ahahaha...
dah brape hari dah ni tak okay...
actually since before exam dah rasa tak sedap badan...
biasalah.. tido tak teratur... rest tah ke mana *macam la aku rajin sangat kan* hahaha..
so lepas ja exam... hambik kau... balas dendam terus kat badan aku kan...
plus adik aku pulak bawak virus Ms Flu tu.. aku ni pulak FLU jeee yang boleh tewas kan antibody badan aku... *ececece... macam doctor la pulak kan*

okay lahhh... tu jek nak merapu pun.. bye bye...

*kiki hilang... sob sob... T.T

Awak ! ohh awak ! kita dah sama umur okay ! ♥

2011-03-21T09:42:00.000-07:00

Date : 22nd March 2011
Time : 0045 p.m
Subject : Happy Birthday to Mirna Lestary Bt Azwar ♥

First of all, i wanna wish you Happy Sweet 20th Birthday dear... ♥

may God always bless you, your family and friends as well..

hope you will be more stronger that before..

may all your wishes and dreams come true..

i have been so glad to know you..

to have somebody that always i have to talk with, to lend ears and
shoulder when i need somebody to calm me...

i do have best friends and most of them i knew from school time and you was
the latest among them.. but it time is not a big deal to make a BFF..
we are too close like we knew each other for a several years.

about people around you dear.. let them be... let them be to talk about you.. gossiping about you or spread the rumours towards you..
Just let them be okay.. you cant win with their debates..

so dont waste your precious time.. :)

push away all the things that can mess up your mind and your life..

focus on your study and what you have currently.. :)

same age >.< *hahaha* muahhhh ♥

so, Happy Birthday again sweetie.. ♥

your birthday gift you may claim when we meet soon okay..

*like im gonna give you any present* hahahaha...

ragam lepas exam...

2011-03-19T10:08:00.000-07:00

ho ho ho... *ala2 sengau bunyi* sebab aku tgh fLu terbaikkk punyaaaa...
semalam i just done my last exam..
bangun pagi around 9 sumthing... then baca notes2 aku..
exam pukul 3pm to 5.30pm..
aku ada la study smpai pukul 12.30pm..
then mandi siap2 semua then pecut pegi kolej..
sampai kolej around 1.50pm.. sambung study dalam kereta...
pheww.... panas gilakkk time tuh...
agak2 tak boleh tahan aku chow pegi canteen kolej aku..
sambung stdy kat situ... pulun study sampai 2.50pm..
cehhh... time tu otak agak berserabut dengan semua bendaaaa yg aku study...
sambil naik tangga nk pegi exam hall, dok baca notes lagii..
dh smpai level 3.. letak file... amik pen, liquid paper and slip exam..
terus cari nama and tmpat aku...

number 19 second row second last sit dari belakang.. wooohoo...
duduk2 je fill exam attendance record then aku terus bukak question paper and jawab...
nak masuk soalan 3 aku tengok jam kat depan BARU 3.05pm...
aku dah macam pelik... kenapa kejap sangat aku jawab soalan kan... padahal baru 5 minit start..
WOI ! aku pegi start jawab awal...
pandang kiri pandang kanan... haha.. tadak sapa perasaan kot even lecturer yang jaga exam tue...
hehehe.. apalagi... teruskan la menjawab soalan yg seterusnya... hahahaha...
jawab punya jawab... goreng sudah.. rebus sudah.. ok.. semua soalan dah jawab...
angkat kepala tengok depan...

WHAT??? baru pukul 4pm??
biar betul aku nie... takpe.. aku check soalan and answer aku again..
okay... puas hatiii... 4.15pm angkat tangan... hand in question and answer...
aku keluar dari exam hall tu... aku baru bukak pintu exam hall... baru selangkah aku keluar dari pintu exam hall tu... *TENG TENG* handphone aku bunyi... message masuk... i was like????
bukan aku dah OFF handphone ke tadi before masuk exam hall... Fcuk...
Actually aku bukan pegi OFF handphoen aku BUT aku just LOCK SCREEN and KEYS... =.="
nasib baik aku cun2 keluar exam hall.. pandai orang yg bg message kat aku tu set timing kan,... haha..
kalau tak, mau aku kena sound dengan lecturer kat dalam tu.. hahaha...

after balik dari kolej, sampai je umah aku nampak 2 adik aku tengah main2 kat laman rumah..
perghhh... si Citam tu dah lama aku tak mandi kan...
so apa lagi... misi pembersihan dijalankan.. hahahaha...

dua 'orang' adik saya...
*abaikan muka aku yg serabut lagi macam zombie*

after mandikan si Citam tu, aku masuk bilik, tiddoooo lahhh apa lagi kan..
penat weyh... tido dalam 1 jam.. bangun pukul 8pm...
bangun je tido ala2 mamai lagii... aku tanya adik aku...
tadi aku makan tak before pegi kolej??
adik aku cakap tak... then baru aku SEDAR aku TAK MAKAN lagi weyh..
then aku makan dlm 9.30pm... mak aku masak mee kari udang...
*dalam hati memberontak nak nasik* lapar kowt...
then malam tu nak tidooo tak bolehhh pulak...
perut aku dah start buat hal... sah GASTRIC laaa niee...
siap memulas bagai and rasa nak muntah...
nasib ada lagi ubat gastric aku tu... ambik makan then on call dgn someone.. hehe...

even sakit, aku paksa tidoo laaa jugak kan...
dengan fLuuu bagai lagi... adik aku punya pasal la ni..
pembawak virus... cis kek betul...
sampai now pun hidung dok tersumbat... =.="

mood agak happy today... dapat pau kakak aku satu long pants... >.<

*cuti dah start... degree next mission... :)

Last exam... :D

2011-03-17T09:25:00.000-07:00

hohohoho.... penatnya membaca... *online je lebih actually* hahaha...
nasib esok exam ptg.. 3pm.. phew... sempat la jugak nk revision last kopek esok pagi...
now dok study pun tak masuk kepala hotak dah... menolakkk je...
so, esok last exam that i will sit as a diploma student hopefully lahhh kan.. :)
MSU paper for Strategic Management was really SUCKS... dem you...
mcm tak related je soalan dgn apa yg aku study.. T.T
tak dapat score pun takpe... JANJI pass pun jadik lahhh... drpada nk kena reseat kan..
tak sanggup kot...

haaa... okay lahh... otak aku actually tak brapa nk betul dah nie..
so before aku merapu tah apa2 lagi...
aku mau offline sudahh...
ok, bye bye...

*wish me luck yea... :) thank you guys...

Final Project as a Dip Students :)

2011-03-02T09:06:00.000-08:00

hello folks !!... sorry for a long time disappeared... very busy lately... im already a final year student, so I have to solve many important things and one of it was my final project in a seminar in management subject.. no exam but 100% based on the presentations... =.="

on last 22nd Feb 2011, me and my classmates *also final year students* organized a seminar.. to organized this seminar, we need to find speakers who are willing to give his own speech without charged. haih .. that is the hardest part ever.. at the first I thought to want to address people without any payment. but I'm lucky because I have friends who have suggested one successful businessman.

Mr Sundarajoo while he giving the speech... :)

Mr.Sundarajoo, he worked as director of the company owned by himself... from my view, he was a very professional while givinga speech and in his speech he slipped a little advice on how to succeed in life and how he manage to get in his current condition.. he is also good to make jokes while giving a speech and that situation also makes the students not bored at all to keep listening to his speech... :)

The cake... :)

keychain with the students name... :)

at last, the seminar went smoothly and successfully.... I am very proud and satisfied with the support shown by my classmates... they are helping each other and very cooperative... after two and a half years we studied together and now we almost completed our responsibilities as a final year Diploma in Management students... *i cant believe that Im gonna graduate soon* Im sure will miss them a lots after this.. same goes to my dear lecturers.. :(

Final Year DIM students with Ms Jessica & Mr Sundarajoo.. :)

So, on 3rd March 2011 will be my last class .. examinations will start next week but I only have the subject on 14 and 18 March, they are E-Commerce and Strategic Management paper...

It's Me.. OnLy me... :)

Wish me best of luck guys... :)

Owh Grenade !

2011-01-23T01:41:00.000-08:00

*im so fucking love his voice and all his songs.. :)

new blogger... :)

2011-01-22T09:11:00.000-08:00

just short and simple update...
saje nk promote kat korang kawan aku punya blog nih...
dia baru buat blog... so kalau korang rajin and ada time...
sila drop by kat blog dia okay... :)

kawan aku ni Hidaya Sarbini aka Cik Yah... haha... Now kat blog dia ada contest...
ada hadiah lg tu... more details pegi blogwalking kat blog dia eyh...
Enjoy... :)

aku dah lama tak......

2011-01-22T05:53:00.000-08:00

hahaha.. halloo semua...
aku tengah siapkan assignments nih..
otak adalah ting tong sebentar...
adoi la... final sem ni ingat boleh la relax2 ke ape ke kan..
sekali belambak2 assginments yg bersusun...
dgn presentation segala... haiz...

erkk.. macam larik tajuk je kan...
huwaaa... aku dah lama tak tengok movie weyh..
tetiba semalam baru teringat nak masuk web GSC...
cis kek... banyak movie wa terlepas dah laa...
*see... aku busy macam gila kan... kan... hahahaha...
sapa nak teman aku tengok movie ni??

mereka2 ni mmg tak la kan nak teman aku... hahahaha...
nakal nak mati...

*i miss you... :)

Hello... Hallo...

2011-01-18T23:27:00.000-08:00

heloo... phew... lama tak mengadap lappy utk post blog..
wuuu... actually been bz... *bila masa pun alasan nk busy kan...
tp betul... busy gila... baru last week hari sabtu abis exam mid term...
and the results.... hehe... belum tau lg... next week..
afta exam pening bz nak setel kan asgnments and presentations...
before exam pun sama... *see... kan dah cakap bz td...

so less than 2 months or to be exact 1 months pluss... i will sit for final exam for the final semester in my diploma.. :) hopefully it will goes smoothly... :)
*pray hard that i could put more extravaganza effort.. so that i can get the result that i wish to have... :)

beginning of this year 2011, quite okay and the best part is I've bought the stuff that i wish to get since last year... so, 2 things on my wish list 2011 already success... haha... :D

now i wanna take a nap for awhile.. not enuf rest and sleep lately..
and i feel so sick and weak... more assignments are waiting in the que to be done..

*happy Thaipusam to all... holiday mood... 4days no class... ngeee..

trademark-only ♥

2011-01-04T08:56:00.000-08:00

p/s: the past can be so hurt. but you can choose to run from it or learn from it. ♥ miss you...

so??

2011-01-04T08:05:00.000-08:00

hey.. im so not in the mood right now..
but i think thru writing in this blog can make me feel better a bit..
i guess so.. :)

yah... people change.. from good to bad... or vice versa... :)
YES !! aku mmg panas baran... so??
salah aku ke aku ada sifat panas baran??
ada aku mintak??

*MOOD : FUCK OFF!!!

Welcome 2011...

2010-12-31T08:03:00.000-08:00

great !! 1st January 2011... i've been waiting for this moment... >.<
phew !! 2010 thanks cuz banyak yg aku blajar... i've been through very hard time sampai satu masa memang aku give up... but i believed, when we are sincere in whatever we do, rewards are ours... :) malas nk ckp byk...
bnda lepas, jgn diingat.. just learn from it.. peace yaww !

azam tahun baru?? of course i wanna be better and better than the previous year..hope this 2011 can brings me more happiness, joy and good achievement as well.. so, to everybody... im sorry for all my mistakes that i've done whether im realised it or not.. but truly, im sorry... :)

to you... i love you but i just missed the moments that we know from the beginning..

Happy New Year 2011 to everyone !!

less than 24 hours...

2010-12-31T03:50:00.000-08:00

heyhoo... kurang dari 24 jam nk masuk 2011... =.="
and umur pun akan bertambah lg... *sigh
terasa tua jek... kahkahkah... tp i maintain ler... >.<

today, nothing much i do.. din feel so good.. maybe too stress smpai rasa tak sedap2 badan nih.. asgnment dok menanti je tu.. aku tak sentuh apa lg.. padahal next tuesday kena submit 2 asgnments.. *cnfirm mati aku.. dgn ada presentation segala...

tido bangun tido bangun tgk tv tido.. *dah nama pun tak sedap badan.. telan ubat mestilah lalok kan.. *kat kolej pun dgn lecture pun join the club sakit jugak.. haha.. baru lah sharing is caring... ye tak??

p/s: this year aku tak keluar celebrate new year dgn kawan2 mcm previous year.. masing2 busy dgn komitment sendiri... haha.. semua dah ada hal sendiri maa.. kalau kitaorg tade hal ape2, cnfirm menggila malam new year... *i miss the moments so much !!!

Finally... Congratz Malaysia Football Team !!

2010-12-29T21:33:00.000-08:00

after waiting for 14 years, Malaysia finally won the Football Championship AFF Suzuki Cup 2010 through a 4-2 aggregate. A great improvement and maturity shown by the Malaysian goalkeeper Khairul Fahmi che mat when he saved the penalty kick taken by captain Indonessia, Firman Utina. Khairul Fahmi also three times interrupted by a laser beam, but he showed his professional capabilities.

Not forgetting to Malaysia squad who showed remarkable improvement, and create national football history last night. An achievement to be proud of us as citizens of Malaysia.

To Malaysia coach, K. Rajagopal, u're the best coach among the best. :)

its the day again... :)

2010-12-25T00:39:00.000-08:00

hello peeps ! mood nak type dtg... tp bila dok type, boleh plak blurrrr... =.="
nothing much i wanna say here... wishing Merry Christmas to those who celebrating it.. Hope you all have fun with ur beloved family and friends... :)
Santa Claus in Green... i saw it when i went to Gurney Plaza yesterday...
Funny and weird hah... :))

Yesterday, went out with my bff... Hazureen and Rabiatul... really had a great moments with them since its too long we din spent time together... :D
we just the same like we're in form 1 Arif... :) just time flies too fast and the different is we cant meet up like we used to be in the high school... :(

Tommorow... balik kampung ! yeah... last time balik kampung pun tak ingt bila.. 2006 kot?? huhu... boleh mandi sungai... :D wink wink.. since arwah opah dah tade mmg jarang balik kampung if tade ape2... sob sob...
dulu time kecik2 kerap balik sana...

Now... 25th December 2010... Saturday... struggling hard to finish up all my asgnments before the due date... but =.=" to stress when im looking to all the questions... haih ! few more days 2010 will end.. im praying hard that next year 2011 could give me more inspiration, happiness, better experiences, and good results... :)

this year 2010, is a another year that i faced with a lots of challenges... so far, this is the hardest part of my life as im being a matured person in a relation and life.. :) but its okay... i take it as challenge to make me a strong person and lead to the maturity growth... >.<

for my college things, everything goes well... my result getting better... :)
and i will end my study as Diploma students next year baby... insyaallah... :)
mum, dad, you... you.. you... i ♥ you all...

*to you... u know me well... arguments cannot settle a problems.. :)
rely and trust on each other... yes... it can be... ♥ 1+6+1 :)

goin nowhere...

2010-12-15T22:49:00.000-08:00

it doest seems like it will ok...
it doesn't worth for you to know somebody like me..
arguing most of the time.. for me relation are stupid if we are wasting the precious time by arguing...
i had explain it all to you...
its now up to you how to handle it...
you can say whatever you like..
you can talk in many ways with me..
im still smiling at you..
i still pretend that im okay with it..

~BIG SURRENDER with this... tq....

Expected Vs Unexpected...

2010-12-12T04:53:00.000-08:00

yeah.. hye.. what a long day it was for me in this few days... =.="
got many asgnments that i need to do.. but none of them i have start yet !
1 asgnment need to submit on this Tuesday and 1 more on Wednesday..
Gosh !! im sooo Lazy like pig rite now... i feel like no mood..
anything is just not rite !! huh.. tskkk !!

silence is better than any argument and make a big war rite ??
end up we just talking, fighting, blaming on the past things.
haih.. just let it be.. i move on.. looking foward baby ! yeehaaa... ;)

what had happened is already happened.. i cant change it even a little..
i just have a present moments and i appreciate it much...

*back to last 2 weeks.. i miss it so damn much !!

hello LOVE... ♥

2010-12-04T05:49:00.000-08:00

hey ! just wanna apdate my dear bloggie...
currently feel so sick right after i came back from KL..
fever... flu... sore throat.. coughing.. so complete huh?

yeah.. went to KL last week.. got things to settle and i met Lestary there... ;)
thanks for company me there while im at ur place dear.. :)
thanks a lots for everything baby... haha... >.<

enough with that... now im suffering to finish up my slide and asgnment that i have to present it on this monday... my 1st task for this sem... =.=" argh ! hope to recover fasta... my voice kinda like cartoon.... pfttt ! or rock singer?? wth la...

owh... im so fucking wanna grab this :

haiz... what else?? nothing i guess... so, adios amigos daaa...~

*err... i feel like wanna change my hair colour... can i? wink wink... >.<
miss you... ♥ and thanks for the Fossil wallet too.. ;)

yeah ! ;)

2010-11-21T20:11:00.001-08:00

wheeehooo ! gudmorning ! hahahahha...
*yawn... im so sleepy...
i just come back from college...
1st day was bored a bit... cuz.. im sleepy... hehe..
1st class already discuss bout the asgnment... =.="
biz planning... still blur2... no idea bout it...
but nvm will focus on it more when i refer to my lect...

after class... went to staff room to see my mentor...
collect register form and also my last sem result...
*actually im worried bout it cuz last sem was a nitemare for me...
but thank god... when my mentor show me the result, the numbers i have seen make me smile... ;) at least my effort works ! pheww!!

so... now im focusing in my new subjects for this final sem....
wanna hit more and more... ;)
im praying hard that everything in this sem will run smoothly...
may i put more effort and achieve what i targeted... ;)

*p/s: diz is my 1st time post blog in the morning... :D
i mish yaa...

the day....

2010-11-21T06:30:00.000-08:00

heylo peeps... arghh ! tomorrow my new sem start already.. final sem.. =.='
phew ! most of my class start early in the morning and end up around 11am...
yeah ! heaven...
but tomorrow also i will receive my last sem result... =.="
hope i manage to get good result and pass all the subjects... :D
i dun want to sit for a retake paper... *scary and nitemare ok !

and now im wondering cud i wake up tmorow morning?? wink wink...
of course yes !! must wake up... come on dee... diz is ur last sem...
time to speed up and enjoy ur diploma life for a last one... :D
*but still holiday mood... haha...

just now went out with my parents... company my mum buy things...
grab one black jeans.. ;) hehe... and belt... tq mum...
and after that went to salon... trim my hair... so messy..
and now look better... :D

p/s: i miss you la dear dear... haiz... >.<

words and smile... :)

2010-11-17T05:42:00.000-08:00

p/s: sometimes I wonder, "Is it Life is really worth it?" then i look at your smile and i know it is... some joys are better expressed in silence as a smile holds more meaning than words... i was asked if i enjoy having you in my life... i just smile... :)
miss you...

Happy Eid Adha... :)

2010-11-17T04:48:00.000-08:00

hye peeps ! first of all, i wanna wish to all Muslims, Happy Eid Adha...
sacrifice can be in many ways... :)
alhamdullillah i still breath in this world today to celebrate this Eid Adha once again with my beloved family and you... :)

may the angles protect us...
may the sadness forget us...
may goodness surround us...
may allah s.wt always bless us...

nothing much... just simple update...
*sleep at 7am and wake up 10.30am... =.=" mood: sleepy...

how could i?

2010-11-15T04:35:00.000-08:00

hye ! im too bored... dun know what im gonna write here..
too blank... no ideas... and bla bla bla... =.="

mood : too bad... im down.. mess up... arghh !

how could i stop all this??
how could i can make u understand me?
how could i manage u well?

*By now you'd know that I'd come for you...
No one but you, yes I'd come for you...
But only if you told me to...
And I'd fight for you...
I'd lie, it's true...
Give my life for you...
You know I'd always come for you...

No matter what gets in my way...
As long as there's still life in me...
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you...
I'd crawl across this world for you...
Do anything you want me to...
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you...
You know I'll always come for you...

this situation.. Mind vs Heart... ;)

2010-11-11T08:26:00.000-08:00

Do you ever feel like giving up?
When the pain hurts too much to be real?
I feel like giving up... I've wasted my time...
Wasted it believing... you could ever be mine...

My mind says "it's over."... that you've moved on...
But my hearts keeping up hope...
that your feelings for me aren't gone...

I hate how my mind... doesn't agree with my heart...
Knowing someone like you is hard to find...
i never want to let you go...

Nothing i ever wanted... but the heart wants what it wants... :)
You are not the person i ever expected...
You are even better...

Ive made my decision...
mind conquered by heart...
All these problems were only an illusion!
My heart has won... :)

I thought we were happy, that everything was perfect, it's been a long time since I was as happy as I was with you, our time together wasn't long, but still enough for me to fall for you... :)

I remember all time we spent like it was yesterday, I loved everything about you, I still do... You tell me it'll never be us again, deep down I might know it to be true, but I won't lose hope... :)

p/s: Words can't describe how amazing you are.... :)

111110

2010-11-11T06:01:00.000-08:00

I tried to be perfect...
But nothing was worth it...
I don’t believe it makes me real...
I thought it’d be easy...
But no one believes me...

If you believe it’s in my soul...
I’d say all the words that I know...
Just to see if it would show...
That I'm trying to let you know...

this place is so empty...
My thoughts are so tempting...
I don’t know how it got so bad...
Sometimes it’s so crazy...
that nothing can save me...
But it’s the only thing that I have...

p/s: why its so hard for me to forget all those things huh?
yeah... everyone had a past... thats for sure...
u know what i mean rite?? T.T

haha ! fun !

2010-11-09T06:11:00.001-08:00

1.You're invited to a party, you'll probably wear a : follow the theme... but usually i wear simple and nice... :)

2.You're lost in a jungle, you'll : try to find a river... then follow the river side to find the exit way...

3.You're stuck in a room with your crush, you'll: sleep !

4.You're down with flu and you have loads of homework to do, you'll : moody whole day because i hate flu... but still doin my works of course.. ;)

5.You're chasen by a dog up the hill, you'll: Run as fast as i can... or climb up the tree?? LOL... hahhahaha...

6.You're sitting for your exam and the person sitting behind you keep on kicking your chair, you'll: show my middle finger to the person ! hahaha... rude hah !

7.You're in the toilet and there's no toilet paper, you'll: i din use toilet paper... i use water... :)

8.You and your friends are watching a movie and the person behind you keeps on throwing popcorn towards you, you'll: scold that person ! that for sure... i had done it before... ;) so beware... hahaha...

9.You are punished by a teacher for not doing your homework and your enemy is laughing at you, you'll: do i care ?? ;)

10.You have to choose only 1 friend to a PoolParty, you'll definitely invite: no idea... =.=' too many friends..... :D

11.The last time you went out with your friends: Yesterday...

12.Your best friend's birthday: 3rd april...

13.The last time you ate McD: cant remember...

14.The last time you fell: last nite? in my dreams... hahaha...

15.The last time you called your mum: Yesterday...

16.The last time you spilled your drinks: last week... in cinema...

Random:

17.Your Special Date: 10th July 2009...

18.Are You Hyperactive?: yeah !

19.Left or Right?: Right...

20.Your nickname: Dee... Dy... Gundut... Heart Dee... :D

21.Your pets: cat ----> citam

22.Your favourite song: Akon.... Be with You...

23.Your favourite colour: Black, White, Red, Purple, Green, Silver..

24.Your hobbies: sleep, sms with u, movies, hangout with my friends... ;)

25.Do you sing in showers?: sumtimes... ;)

His/Her:

26.Age: 19++

27.Phone number: 017-XXX5XXX

28.Likes: eat... sleep... perfume... cup corn... darkmocha sb ice blended...

29.Personality: matured... funny... talking non stop... hahaha...

30.Hate: backstabbers... :)

31.Straight or wavy curl: wavy curl...

32.caring or loving: both !

This guy/girl :-

33.Dark haired or light haired: Dark...

34.Wear specs or contacts: ..........

35.Sporty or computer geeky: sporty !

36.Good or bad: hahaha... more to bad ! devil... :)))

37.Romantic or modern: Both... !

38.Rich or poor: ;)

39.Open or closed: WTH??

40.Cute or hot: both !

heee... fun !

2010-11-08T07:36:00.000-08:00

A - AVAILABLE: Nope !
B - BIRTHDAY: 04041990...
C- CRUSHING ON: YOU...
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Lychee...
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: myself... :)
F - FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: You Smile, I Smile by Justin Bieber...
H - HOMETOWN: Penang...
I - IN LOVE WITH: You.. :)
J - JUGGLE: ???
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Nope... but i wish tooo... :)
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: cant recall...
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: none
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3
O - ONE WISH: to have you in my hug always... :)
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: You.. :)
R- REASON TO SMILE: when im remember our moments... :)
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: everyday i love you by boyzone...
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: today? 6.45am
U - UTENSILS USED TO EAT NOODLES: forks or chopsticks
V - VEGETABLE: almost all i eat...
W - WORST HABIT: VERY Bad Tempered >.<
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD MOST RECENTLY : hurm.. last was 5 years back...
Y - YOYOS ARE: interesting...
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Aries...

RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU

Your favorite number/s: 4....
What color do you wear most: Black & White...
Least favorite color : yellow...
What are you listening to: Just Love The Way You Are... ♥
Are you happy with your life right now: Yes :)
What is your favorite class in school: Presentation Skills...
Who is/are your best friend/s: ;)
Are you outgoing: Yes...
Favorite pair of shoes: Everlast and Adidas...
Can you dance?: a little bit... ;)
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth: No...
Can you whistle: Yeah...
Cross your eyes: Nope...
Walk with your toes curled: Nope...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

Do you believe in life in other planets: yeah !
Do you believe in miracles: Yeap !
Do you believe in magic: Depends...
Love at first sight: yeah ! ;)
Do you believe in Santa: errr... no?
Do you know how to swim: Yes but still weak... running much more better...
Do you like roller coasters: Much Love ! funny when i see people screaming ! haha
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows: Nope !
Have you ever been on a plane: jetplane... haha.. yeah !
Have you ever asked someone out: Yeap !
Have you ever been to the ocean: Yeah !
Have you ever painted your nails?: Long time ago... no other things to do... haha..

THE WHAT'S

What is the temperature outside?: 18'c?? its raining now and so cold here...
What radio station do you listen to: Red FM, Hitz FM & Fly FM...
What was the last restaurant you ate at: Nandos Queensbay & Kapitan Nasi Kandar...
What was the last thing you bought: Everlast shoes !
What was the last thing on TV you watched: license to grill 703...

THE WHO'S

Who was the last person you IM'd: Lestary...
Who was the last person you took a picture of: Kerol !
Who was the last person you said I love you to: ;) you...

CRYING SECTION

Ever really cried your heart out: Yeah !
Ever cried yourself to sleep: Yeap !
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder: Yea !
Do you cry when you get an injury: Yeah ! when i had a bad injury... accident 2005 remains forever in my head... the worst case ever...

HAPPY SECTION

Are you a happy person?: usually yes but depends too...

LOOK AT ME

What is your current hair color: brown? natural brown? light brown? argh ! watsoever but i dyed it Brown last month... :)

CURRENTLY WEARING

What shirt are you wearing: Sleeveless...
Pants: Shorts...
Shoes: nope...
Necklaces: yeah.. valuable... :)

IN A GIRL

Favorite eye color: Brown
Short or long hair: Long and wavy curl at bottom naturally...
Height: 156-175cm...

HAVE YOU EVER

Been to jail: Hell NO !
Mooned someone: No...
Thought about suicide: Yea !
Laughed so hard you cried: hahaha... yeap !
Cried in school: hmm.. i think no? eh yes?
Thrown up in a store: Nope !
Wanted to be a model: never had a dream come true ! haha
Seen a dead body: Yeap !
Been on drugs: Nope !
Gone skinny dipping: err.. no?

THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke: Coke !
McDonald's or Burger King: McD !
Single or Group Dates: single !
Chocolate or Vanilla: Im a choc lovers !
Strawberries or Blueberries: Blueberries !
Meat or Veggies: Veggies...
TV or Movie: Movie...
Guitar or Drums: Drums !
Adidas or Nike: Adidas !
Chinese or Mexican: Mexican !

LOL !

2010-11-07T18:09:00.000-08:00

i think sumone had give me so much 'heat'... :)
hey folks ! dont you understand my sentence or words?
i guess the more i talk here, the more i look like stupido person talk to the wall..
because u just din got nothing from what i wrote and meant...
u just went toooo far babe.. ;)

p/s: correction... i din need anythng from you... just a consideration.. :) tq..
till here then... cuz things are not related to me... :)

aku tak paham? kau paham?

2010-11-07T06:37:00.000-08:00

heyho ! i guess better im writing this post in malay translation because i want it to be more clear even before this im using a simple english... ;)

dalam post aku sebelum ni aku dah cakap & aku dh gtau post ni random.
kau trasa ke eyh dgn post aku ni? sama keadaan yg jadi kat kau?
so itu tandanya, bnda yg jadi ni memang RANDOM lah... ;)

fyi la kan.. aku tak la nk nyebok or ape2 la pasal kau kau & kau..
aku just cakap.. tak yah la kau nk melenting kan.. aku tak kesah pun pasal kau..
kau kan dh besar... ada org jaga pulak tu..

aku tau aku pun tak sempurna... tp kalau org tegur, aku still boleh nak dengar..
even ape yg kau dh buat or ckp ape2 pasal aku pun, aku dh lama maafkan kau even kau tak say sorry.. tp baik aku maafkan je la.. lebih afdal kan...

aku bukan jenis nak musuh2 la weyh... tambah2 bnda yg tak de kena mengena dgn aku pun... once bnda setel... ok fullstop takat tu je la kan... aku tade la pulak block kau ke, pergi canang kat org lain pasal kau ke apa kan..

tapi kan.. aku rasa tak yah la aku nak cerita panjang2 lg...
aku tau kau budak pandai... so think wisely... :)
friends is always just friends... kalau tanak org salah anggap, make sure masa mula2 kau buat ape2 pun, kau inform kat org tu we are just friends... not more than that...
so by that, hati org pun tade la duka lara kan...

p/s: if u know how to handle this matter, i guess this things shud not happen... :)
peace, no war... (-.-)v aku tak de terlibat dgn korang, korang and korang punya hal... ;) kalau kawan kau ada prob, dia cerita, mesti kau dengar and kau nasihat...
itu je yg aku buat... tak salah kan?

nota penyepak: aku cakap nk post dalam malay kan.. tp aku mintak maaf la byk2 sbb aku kdg2 cakap pun guna malay-english (macam bagus je kan english aku)

Random !

2010-11-07T01:50:00.000-07:00

hello peeps ! long time i din update diz bloggie... out of mood? out of ideas... ;)
actually im lazy... :PP
holiday is just too bored... maybe its too long... haha... but its okay...
i can have a well rest... :)
i got my final sem schedule already.. yeah.. 3 subjects... and my class not packed like my previous semester.. woohoo ! :D my class will end at 11am on Monday, Wednesday and Thursday except for Tuesday my class will end at 4pm bcoz i have 2 class on that day.
Friday?? NO CLASS... heeeee.... ;) so, 22 Nov is my 1st class for the final sem.. :)
ok, enuf with the class and all that..

lets talk bout people.. haih... people can talk as much as they loved too... :)
we never can stop them... once they know or noticed what they talk does not give any impact to the person, i bet they will keep their mouth shut !

Friends... yeah... friendships will remains forever... but true love also can stay forever... the things is how you or we handle those relations... no need to point who faults, who was hurt or etc... because it will turns to a war... revenge and etc..

each of us are grown up... so matured thinking please... yeah.. its true...
certain things are hard for us to forget... but by letting go... it will slowly can make you feel better... :)

past is past... its already happened and we cant turned back time... so, what for we still fighting for that?? nothing gonna change it...
if you already had a sumone special, yeah.. congratz and gud for you... but dun you lock off ur previous sumone... let the person move on to have a good life too... both will happy... :) dun begging for ♥ if you know his/her heart not belongs to you... let them be happy with the way they want...

i randomly story here... not related to specific people.. cuz i think certain people also might be in those situation... and included me.. i also had been in the situation like this before.. take a long time to be ok... so far... i got the conclusion, when we believe things are happened for a reason, soon or later we will know what the reasons... when the time has come... :)

*dear... Forgiveness does not change the past but it does enlarge the future..... :)
dun ask GOD to make your Life easier, but ask GOD to make you a stronger person...
and im lucky that i already go through the hardest part of my relation... because i pray to GOD to make my heart, soul, mind & body stronger... :)

p/s : i miss you... heeee... ♥

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough... :)

2010-10-17T08:27:00.000-07:00

*when all our tears have reached the sea, part of you will live in me... :)

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2010-10-15T08:40:00.000-07:00

hey folks ! finally... my final exam is OVER !!1 :)
now time for happy and enjoy... but soon, result will come out..
i pray hard i can pass all the subjects... >.<

well.. sem breaks till nov... but i din plan anything during this holiday...
what i'd plan already cancel due to something prob... but its ok...
life must go on...

hurm... do we need to keep blame each other for our past time??
do we need to punish the person because others mistakes?
do we always must argue for things that already hapen?
haih... speechless...

*mood ---> frustrated again...

So Pathetic !

2010-10-10T04:07:00.000-07:00

oh you pathethic stalker ! PLEASE... get your own style of writing your bloggie ok??
PLEASE... you are so ANNOYING me... PLEASE.. GROWN UP folks !
PLEASE... STOP copy cat others bloggie as well... or I ADVICE you...
better YOU not to have ANY social network or ON9 thinggy if you always copycat others...

shud i say ENGKAU NI MUKA TEMBOK? sah2 kena sembur depan2 pun kau tak terasa kan... ke kau memang jenis tatau MALU or SEDAR DIRI weyh?? kena KETUK banyak kali pon you dun take any action to change?? OMG...
kesian sapa2 dapat kau... aku bersimpati giler ah ! :)

*KAU JANGAN SAMPAI AKU PRINT SCREEN APA YG KAU POST KAT FB KAU AND AKU EXPOSED KAU PUNYA LINK BLOG KAT SINI OK... TRY ME IF YOU DARE... :)

101010

2010-10-10T02:46:00.000-07:00

hey peeps ! me not so feeling well... exam week will give me a lots of stress...
not enuf sleep ! and it coz me PANDA EYES.. @.@
2 subjects done ! Basic Entrepreneurship i manage to answer it well... hopefully..
but unfortunately, Organisational Behaviour double thumbs DOWN... super duper HARD...
thanks MSU exam department... haiz... nevermind... i give the best already... push whatever out in the answer booklet... and now focus on my next paper on Tuesday and Wednesday... more gai the subjects... (T.T) but as usual, i'll try my best..

and i realized today is 10 OCT 2010 which mean 101010... haha...
so what's so special this number ha?? haha... maybe for certain people its special bcoz of wedding days, birthdays, engagement days, and etc... but for me... the date is just nice... triple 10.. :)

ok, thats it... bye bye...

*040404 more nice... wakakakkaka... miss you...

i knew i loved you

2010-10-09T03:19:00.000-07:00

*hehehe... i knew i ♥ you...

mood to bloggie today !

2010-10-06T06:01:00.000-07:00

mood ape tah swing today keje nak type bloggie je...
hahaha... just done my revision... take a break awhile then i will continue later until late nite... take a short sleep than wake up early in the morning continue study again.. that's my plan.. jia you dee... haha...

quarrel.. izit a gud or bad in a relation?? when we are loud to say out what we feel, the other party will say, keep the blame on me.. :) but when we let it be unspoken, it will make us hurt... so wats da best things shud we do? discuss? same things hapen..
pointing each other... compare this and that.. start to recall wat had hapen in the past... i admit that is the WORST part... haiz...

when we are single, we tot couple more interesting... and vice versa as well..
what i want i a relation? a matured relation whereby both side can understand each other, give and take, if there is any prob we can discuss and think how to overcome the prob rather than each day you quarrel, quarrel and quarrel and there is no fullstop..

yeah sumtimes we shud sacrifice our feeling to not let it be more worst... for example jealousy... even our partner are still gud to their ex, we shud hold on our emotion to avoid fighting.. hurt izit? but basically, trust ur partner... :) if u know ur partner does not have any feeling towards their ex or others, u no nid to worry and yeps ! Jealousy is always there but control it... :)

dun waste the times in the relation with arguing each other bout the simple things...
and DUN WASTE YOUR TIME to be WITH THE WRONG PERSON as well... ;) You, starting alphabets always not a right for you ok... hehehe... :)

and this you shud put in your blog... hahaha...

haha... reduce my stress... :)

2010-10-06T02:54:00.000-07:00

*current mood... : blurrr...

S.T.R.E.S.S

2010-10-06T01:34:00.000-07:00

hello peeps ! haih... im doing my revision to face my exam on thursday n friday as well... i think i cud manage it well.. but seems too many chapters i nid to cover..
haiz... Basic Entrepreneurship on 2.30pm to 5.00pm on Thursday then next paper on Friday morning at 9.00am... both papers are very dry subjects !
no nid to sleep liao... damn !

so far, this is the worst sem i faced... many heavy subjects... assginment very hard... but thank GOD i managed to complete those well... just 1 more level then i can smile... Final exam... aka my nitemare... haha.. and the papers set from MSU.. :( very hard...

wish i can answer it well tmrow.. i do the best for my revision already...
just need to vomit it out in the booklet answer.. hahaha... hope my brain din stuck to find the answer... if not i will die...

ok, that's all.... continue doing my revision... =.="

*miss you...

say hello to goodbye... :)

2010-10-04T08:28:00.000-07:00

*new hope... new life... new spirit... :) love you...

kerna ku sayang kamu... :)

2010-10-02T08:27:00.000-07:00

Seandainya, kau ada disini denganku
Mungkin ku tak sendiri
Bayanganmu, yang selalu menemaniku
Hiasi malam sepiku
Kuingin bersama dirimu

Ku tak akan pernah, berpaling darimu
Walau kini, kau jauh dariku
Kan slalu kunanti
Karna ku sayang kamu
Hati ini, selalu memanggil namamu
Dengarlah melatiku
Ku berjanji, hanyalah untukmu cintaku
Takkan pernah ada yg lain

Adakah rindu di hatimu
Seperti rindu yang kurasa
Sanggupkah kuterus terlena
Tanpamu disisiku, ku kan slalu menantimu

Seandainya, kau ada disini denganku
Mungkin ku tak sendiri
Bayanganmu, yang selalu menemaniku
Hiasi malam sepiku
Kuingin bersama dirimu

Ku tak akan pernah, berpaling darimu
Walau kini, kau jauh dariku
Kan slalu kunanti
Karna ku sayang kamu
Kan slalu kunanti
Karna ku sayang kamu

with you... :)

2010-10-01T22:48:00.000-07:00

*wink wink... love this song much... :)

teeettt...

2010-09-27T04:53:00.000-07:00

hello peeps !! hows your life??
diz week is my study week...
currently already prepare for those papers...
hope will get better result than before... :)

* 7 October 2010 Thursday Basic Entrepreneurship
* 8 October 2010 Friday Organizational Behavior
* 12 October 2010 Tuesday Research Approach AND Operation Management
* 13 October 2010 Wednesday Introduction to Multimedia

and THANKS ALOT to my college exam department cuz put the KILLERS subject on the 12 Oct which i have another paper to be done in the morning session... haiz...

MOOD : excited waiting for my semester break... XD

You ! missing you lah ! >.<

Just The Way You Are... :)

2010-09-27T04:51:00.000-07:00

im so love thing song much... :)
missing you... counting days...

2010-09-15T03:36:00.001-07:00

Hello Folks ! haha...
long time i din update my dear bloggie... been busy as usual...
last week was so busy with all the assignments.. and finally, Thank God im done !
no enuf rest and sleep... plus it was in fasting month... really exhausted... but im glad all my works done... can smile back.. people busy with Eid's preparation while me busy to complete my works.. people enjoyed their holidays longer than mine... actually my college dun hav any extra holiday... luckily on Monday i dun have class.. haha... nevermind... sacrifice worth for future... :)

Last Friday all muslims was celebrating Hari Raya Aidilfitri... so, Happy Eid's Mubarak to all muslims... im sorry for all my wrong doings whether im realize it or not... deeply sorry from my sincere heart... :) Raya for my this year was ok ok... din feel so much excited compared to the previous year... maybe i dun have time to shopping and break fast with my friends like before... sadly say, one day before raya also i still attend for my class... submit my last assgnment for this semester... haha...

enuf talking bout Raya... less than 3 weeks from now, i will facing my final exam... nid to start add oil... hope i can do well... hope can improve to be better... as i always pray for that... and afta final exam, i hope can get a holiday before i enter my LAST sem for my diploma life... already planning for sumthing... :) *wink wink....

so, enuf here... will continue update when i have free time.. :)

*u make me smile days by days... :)

Je T'aimne :)

2010-09-15T03:30:00.000-07:00

Je T'Aime
Je T'Aime tu ju
I am forever yours

Sweet dreams
Sweet dreams mocuer
Your' always in my prayers

Softly
Sweetly
Wrapped up in heaven's arms

Sailing
Soaring
Over the moon
Gathering star dust

Be still
Be safe
Be sure

Je T'Aime
Je T'Aime tu ju

Wishing
Praying
All of your dreams come true

Please remember
Where you are
My heart is with you

Sweet dreams
Sweet dreams mocuer
Always in my prayers

I am forever yours
Je T'Aime
Je T'Aime tu ju

*CURRENTLY M155 YOU !!

something about.... :)

2010-08-29T02:03:00.000-07:00

There was a time
I was everything and nothing all in one
When you found me
I was feeling like a cloud across the sun

I need to tell you
How you light up every second of the day
But in the moonlight
You just shine like a beacon on the bay

And I can't explain
But it's something about the way you look tonight
Takes my breath away
It's that feeling I get about you, deep inside
And I can't describe
But it's something about the way you look tonight
Takes my breath away
The way you look tonight

With a smile
You pull the deepest secrets from my heart
In all honesty
I'm speechless and I don't know where to start

**psstttt... love to see your face... :) miss you...

I Got You :)

2010-08-26T05:42:00.000-07:00

A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you
Just get on the phone
I got you
Come and pick you up if I have to
What's weird about it
Is we're right at the end
And mad about it
Just figured it out in my head
I'm PROUD to say
I GOT you
Go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
Ain't falling a part, or bitter
Let's be bigger than that and remember
The cooling outdoor when you're all alone
We'll go on surviving
No drama, no need for a show
Just wanna say
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
'Cause this is love and life
And nothing we can both control
And if it don't feel right
You're not losing me by letting me know

My Wish

2010-08-25T07:18:00.000-07:00

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow...
and each road leads you where you want to go...
and if you're faced with a choice... and you have to choose...
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you...
and if one door opens to another door closed...
I hope you keep on walking til you find the window...
if it's cold outside...
show the world the warmth of your smile...
more than anything, more than anything...

My wish for you is that this life becomes all that you want it to...
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small...
You never need to carry more than you can hold...
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to...
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too...
Yeah, this, is my wish...

I hope you never look back... but ya never forget...
all the ones who love you... in the place you left...
I hope you always forgive... and you never regret...
and you help somebody every chance you get...

**missing you... :)

Quiet Nite

2010-08-24T09:08:00.000-07:00

I look watch at the wall it showed me 11.50pm… im tired… im sleepy… im feel lil unwell… actually already 1 week plus been like this… maybe im too bz settle up my assignments… students… of coz not enuf rest n sleep rite? :D
I want 48hours per day can?
Oh time… can u please walk fasta?? Suffer here… sob sob… :(
I dunnoe what I wanna crapping here… just want to talk to sumbody but I dunnoe who?
And I dun want to disturb sum1 privacy time as well.. cuz sum1 mad at me just now… haha..

Well… hmm… trying pull out myself to be more motivated than before… trying to forget what happened in the past… I mean the “disaster” part in my life… I wish I can select and delete those I dun want in my brain memory cuz I think it make me feel sucks… haiz… Im trying to be better than before and I wish im already did it??
Im trying advice my heart, “dee past is past… u cant returned the old times… things happens cuz it have it own reasons..” yeah ! I know… but what I felt and what I get… it just a ridiculous feeling ever…. Im sad… im down… im frustrated… (T.T)
So many trying huh? Yeah… try first the u only know… haha…

I want closed the old books! I want build the new one and start with the new chapter… :) New rules, I dun entertain UNMATURED peoples anymore.. I dun give a damn for those who wanna talk behind me.. FOLKS… u can say whatever u want ok? :)

Now already 12.05am… im smiling… wishing you were fine there… I wish I can be beside you rite now… spend our time together… missing you so badly… haiz… sorry bout just now ok??

P/S: Selamat Malam Sayang… <3 xoxo
Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat
So many people all around the world... Tell me where do I find someone like you girl
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart
Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing

2010-08-19T06:20:00.000-07:00

19 August 2010 Thursday

*this song reminds me of the old time of us... :) missing you <3

2010-08-15T06:05:00.000-07:00

15 August 2010 Sunday

* i love this song baby... :)

2010-08-13T08:28:00.000-07:00

13 August 2010 Friday

hello busybody !! haha... hello people !
long time din apdate my blog... damn busy and setel many things...
mid term just over last week... got the results d... but not all... sum only...
so far... i can smile... :)

Today, already 3rd Ramadhan... and i wish to all the muslims...
Happy Fasting... :)

what i wanna crapping in this post diz time huh?? haha...
new spirit... i dun give a damn for those people who do not know how to respect others... i dun entertain unmatured people... i dun care what people wanna say bout me... well... people mouth i cant stop it... :) so just let it be... hahahaha...
please mind ur own biz bro.... >.
hmm... sumtimes life we feel so hard to go through right... but things happen for a reasons... be patient and dun give up... :)
and for the person that LOVE to create stories... to make people SYMPATHY to ur FAKE stories.... please grow up ok??

p/s: i wont forget all those moments... :) <3

2010-07-30T10:39:00.001-07:00

31st July 2010 Saturday

P/s: wink wink muchie.... <3 you...

its the day ! :)

2010-07-25T05:04:00.000-07:00

25th July 2010 Sunday

hello... been so busy for now... assignments... and exam coming very soon...
i need to put more effort so achieve what i and you want... :)
spirit where are u?? i really need you now... :(

yea... so many problems i faced... now time to setel down...
enuf there... MR. or Mrs. TROUBLEMAKER... please backoff...
get your life please... or shud i call you MUKA TEMBOK??
DESPERATE?? or you just so PATHETIC??

you are the one who shud wake up from YOUR BIG DREAMS... :)
not me... oraite?? grow up !! open your eyes bigger...
dun make yourself look so DUMBASS... but unfortunately you're already did it...
PITY you... :))

DEAR you... nothing i wanna to say... cuz its all in my heart... and im sure you can feel it and know it better now... :)
past is past... learn from it... dun ever u make that mistakes again...
it just hurt u.. hurt me.. and etc...

im not blaming you as well... we are human being... do and did mistakes...
we are not perfect but we can try to improve to be a better person in time... :)
i hope you have a happy life after this... dun you ever waste your tears because of dat STUPIDO person... such waste your time... :)the person does not deserve you at all...

P/S: love you more and more... hehehehe... missing you... :)

2010-07-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

p/s: to fall in love, it's easy but to hold on together, thats the terribly difficult part am i rite ? but im still with you no matter what... :)

2010-07-22T04:26:00.000-07:00

22 July 2010 Thursday

hmm... currently just feel so bad...
haih... izit there is no ending for all this??
strength where are you??
wud you wanna see me fell down again?? again?? and again???

2010-07-21T10:56:00.000-07:00

22 July 2010 Thursday

time now is 1.56am... i cudnt sleep... i feel so tired but still cant closed my eyes... actually now time for me to rest.. as usual my class will be bz whole day..i can say dat i love to sleep but now, my sleep time is less... i just sleep 3 4 hours perday... too many things in my mind... i just dunnoe how to throw it away far...too bad...

day to day... it just a testing day for me... with those matters and bla bla bla...
haih... i wish i dun have heart to had a feeling... i wish i dun have a brain to store all those memory... which it bad or gud... all i can say... its only pain i can feel...

and again today... received bad things too.. but its ok... :)
yeah... its true... ugly true is better than beautiful liars...
and the truth is hurts tho... but its ok... at lis i know...

i dunnoe wat i wanna story bout... i just feel like to express my feeling here... my dear bloggie... i just lost my words... i dunnoe wat im feel rite now...
everything just mess up... thanks to the PERSON yea... :)
i dun want to be cruel or mean... but u just deserve it...
i wish one day, ur turn will come bloody hell... :)
i will make sure that u get the worst feeling ever...
hey, grow up ! if u want sumthing, work on your own...
no need to make people SYMPATHY to you...
or else wat u expect to get also is the SYMPATHY LOVE?? haha...
and please stop embarassing people pride... its not gud... :)
grow up matured please...

P/S: emotion unstable bcoz of holly s**t person...

2010-07-20T03:49:00.000-07:00

20 July 2010 Tuesday

hmm... basicly... da date had a history for my last 5 years...
been trauma bout it... the worst accident happen ever in my life now...
ok... just forget bout it... im still breath in this world... with amazing people !!

I wanna talk bout attitude...
im a hot tempered person.. who shud i blame?? myself?? or wat??
im a ego person... sumtimes too ego... it was my bad too??
im da one who not thinking bout others feeling?? but im try very hard to be fair in everything... it was my bad too??
sumtimes, im thinking bout sumthing and people just get me wrong and it turned to whereby can be in the worst situation ever... plus came with people dat make things more complicated... haih ! wat da big challenge for me in this last 2 months....
only my heart and GOD know how much i suffer, battle, fell down and etc...

besides, the person know the situation was getting more worst bcoz of him/herself...
i wondering, DO YOU HAVE BRAIN OR NOT STUPIDO???
and pity to YOU *u*k*r cuz u just a COWARD person...
and congratulation to u too ... :)

past is past... cant return the time... im learning from my mistakes...
im just ordinary person dat always wanna be the best among da best...
im do and did mistakes... but at least IM NOT RUIN PEOPLE RELATION... :)

to you... please help me to search myself... my old self...
im starting to hate myself now... :(

P/S: cant wait to see you... missing u alots... <3 you... :)

2010-07-19T08:08:00.000-07:00

19 July 2010 Monday

P/S: i missing you baby... <3 more... :(

2010-07-14T02:48:00.000-07:00

14 July 2010 Wednesday

haih... too many things too be setel... and im here still searching what the solution and answer... try to make da best for all those thing...

Life... we cant run from facing problems here and there... if not life is meaningless rite...

People... many types of people exist... but for now the type that i really hated sooooooo much is the person that make my life getting more worst even that person know he/she is the TROUBLEMAKER... GOSH !! if i got the chance, i really wanna hit, punch or even kill that type of person... if im the one who in that particular situation, im thinking a matured way... i will back off and let things runs smoothly... but this type of person kinda not matured enuf or can i say childish... even she/he din noe bout me... and she/he talk like she/he know me since we are born... WTH la!! then say sumthing rude to me... to my parents... HELLO !! who are you DARE to talking like that to me?? to my PARENTS?? WHO ARE YOU BULLSHIT!!! come on man... u such a JERK person dat i know ever... SHAME OF YOU BOY?? OPSS... boy or wat huh??

i dun care who you are... im not afraid of you... and FYI, u just a coward man !! and not gentle enuf ok?? talking like ur brain really narrow and act like u are the SUPERHERO... all that i can say... u just make urself look STUPID man!!
dont u think that wat u had done can turn back to you CLEVER BOY???
dun you think u will get MORE than wat u do to me and that particular person???even you know the truth story CANT u THINK??? or u have NO BRAIN?? or u are so DESPERATE??? u just make a wrong move man...

izit diz is the 1st time u in love man?? no experience huh?? many more u have to learn... one of it is... DUN TACKLE A PERSON IN TIME THAT PERSON EMOTIONAL AND FEELING UNSTABLE.. Do u believe when that person in dat situation she/he can love u rite??? If u think dat way, im really feel sorry to you... i know wat u did and those thing but im a fighter bro... all i wanna say to you... if i be urself... im feel sooooooo ASHAME.... :)

and you TROUBLEMAKER... i advice you to get a life and please stay away from us... if not im wishing dat one day u will get back wat had u did to me... and to us... :)
get wat i mean?? and please learn to be a matured person... grow up buddy !!
and just forget dat love... cuz it doesnt mean anything to you... u see the exit way?... so get lost ok?? ur cooperation i really appreciate it...

to you <3... im sorry for everything... what had happen... truly, i admit my mistakes... but... enuf... i dun want to talk bout it anymore... 44 days i feel so miserable... with this challenge... its really testing myself... who am i actually...
too many things in mind, i wanna ask soo much question but nevermind... i let it be silent cuz it already happen...

im just looking foward to be a better person... and look back as my guide... im not blaming you for wat had hapen... im not mad at you... but just a frustrated with you... but its ok... :) im still here for you... we can fix things... to be more happier than before... i do trust you until this moments... :) new chapter begin... new hope... new life... but still the same love even my heart had turned become like this...

P/S: I want to remember how you've made me laugh, and sometimes cry, and I never want to forget how special and different you are. And how you touch my heart in a way that no one else could... Love you... <3

2010-07-10T00:19:00.000-07:00

10 July 2010 Saturday

P/S: one year suprised !! <3 yea...

2010-07-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

9th July 2010 Friday

P/S: Together we are everything... we can get through anything... and we wont let nothing tear us apart... because baby we are something special.... :) xoxo

2010-07-08T02:14:00.000-07:00

8th July 2010 Thursday

P/S: in every happiness, there will always be a sad in between... we nid to stay strong... <3 you...

2010-07-06T06:32:00.000-07:00

6th July 2010 Tuesday

Special For You Dear... :)

P/S: pssssttt... I Love You... :)

2010-07-04T03:23:00.000-07:00

4th July 2010 Sunday

I'm making a promise... counting on forever...
knowing anything could happen...

I promise to love only you...
till time ends.... praying it never does...

I promise when your weak... I'll try to be strong...
though it can be hard for me...

I promise to always want you...
even when your moody...
god knows I have my days too...

I promise to tell you I love you...
with every breath...
till I have no more left...

P/S: nothing can stop me from love you... :)

2010-07-03T07:10:00.000-07:00

3rd July 2010 Saturday

its hard to trust someone...
when everyone you ever opened up you heart to..
has let you down and pushed you away..

P/S: i love you.. :)

2010-07-02T10:37:00.000-07:00

TQ for everything...
TQ for all the promises...
TQ for all what u have done...
TQ for all ur sweet words...
TQ for let me be in this situation...
TQ for the memories...
TQ for teaching me...
TQ for the starting...
TQ for the ending dat u create...
TQ for making this to me...
TQ so much...

2010-07-02T07:50:00.000-07:00

2nd July 2010 Friday

Every now and now i go to sleep, i couldn't stop dreaming about you...
your love is got me feeling kinda weak.. i really cant see me without you
and now u're running around in my head im never gonna let you slip away again...

Every now and then when i watch you... i wish that i could tell you that i want you
if i can have the chance to talk with to you.. if i get up the chance to walk with you
then i would stop holding it in ..and never have to go through this again

its real love that you dont know about..

P/S: your heart is my home... it is the only place i love to be in... :)

2010-07-01T10:18:00.000-07:00

1st July 2010 Thursday

Headache one day... start stress with all the assignments... haiz...
nothing much wanna say here...

For you... what u thinking and what im doing is totally vice versa...
im say it and im do it... trust me... :)

P/S: I will care and love you all never less but more... im might be smiling and laughing... but inside im dying... Love you...

2010-06-30T07:06:00.000-07:00

30 June 2010 Wednesday

hardest moment im facing rite now...
why this things hapen when u already promise me??
why u let it be like this??
why?? why??

P/S: im still holding with what u say to me and what u had promise to me... :) 143...

Special For You....

2010-06-29T04:19:00.001-07:00

P/S: this song have many version... but diz want i choose for you... make sure you hear this song... check the lyrics and also the background display in that video... :)

2010-06-29T03:32:00.000-07:00

29 June 2010 Tuesday

not feeling so well... din have proper sleep...
actually din sleep for today... too many things in my minds...
many things i need to settle down... but certain things or people just make it more worst even da rite things can be settle so much nicer...
haiz... college things more complicated... result coming out soon...
received a lots of assignments... but i din manage to start even one... too bad...
i din know what hapen now... im so down.. im so lost... i din know where was da mistakes... i try so hard to fix all dat... but certain ppl cant see dat...
selfish?? coward?? or wtv... i dunnoe... cuz for me da solution is just in front of the eyes... but drag it into da most critical situation... i din get you why?? how?? you can stand to see all this hapen... !! please make it in a simple way... not to drag it into more seriously condition.... really testing my patient & ego...

im tired to being in diz situation... im started to hate myself now... my life... and everything...!! but you peeps still can laugh... smile... and make sumone really hurt... i dun get that seriously...!

you take me from the dark... you save me... then you turn all dat into a most painfullllll situation... congratulations to you... keep it up... :)

P/S: tq so much.... but still 143....

2010-06-28T08:32:00.000-07:00

28 June 2010 Monday

P/S: im waiting.... 143...

2010-06-27T01:29:00.000-07:00

27 June 2010 Sunday

All my emotion inside... Love that will never die...
Can't put it in words... You are my world...

There is no need to tell me cuz I know... I know how you love me so...
It comes as no surprise... I see it in your eyes...
In my heart, you love me still...
You still need me... and you haunting me...
All the tears... You calm my soul but you are still my fears...
I know you still love me... I know you still dream of me and you always will... :)

P/S: My heart will beat a lifetime... just for you... :)

2010-06-25T05:33:00.001-07:00

26 June 2010 Saturday

I'm always thinking about you... You're always on my mind...
Running throughout the days... without running out of time...

Everything I ever seem to do... you are always there...
At the back of my thoughts... I wonder if you ever care...

You're the one I couldn't forget even at the last breath I take...
You're the one my heart longs for because I found real joy in you...

You're the one I'll love so true... For you gave me same love too...
You're the one I needed most... For I am so in love with you...

You light my life and turn it right... and put a music in my heart..
How can I thank you for all the things?? and for the love you've given me??

P/S: I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow... I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day... I promise to love you without change... I promise to make you laugh,to make you cry... I promise to give you strength when you are weak... I promise to never lose faith in you... I promise to always trust you... I promise to never let you feel alone in this world... I promise you a love everlasting... :)

2010-06-24T04:43:00.000-07:00

25 June 2010 Friday

have i told you yet that how much you mean to me?
have i told you yet about all happiness that you brings to me?
have i told you yet that you mean the world to me?
if im not telling you before, i want you to know you are the best things that ever happen in my life...

i love you for giving me your heart...
i love you for making me smile whenever i feel sad...
i love you for finding that part of me that i never thought i had find...
i love you for the way you are and for how you make me feel...

P/S: My love for you just like a never ending flame.... :)