Saturday, January 30, 2010

wuts goin on rite now...

helo ppl... long time i din apdate my blog... today 31st of January 2010... and even it just a month in 2010, so many challenge comes around... haih... im sick of this... but i know all this obstacle will make me more matured with life matters...

middle January, mid term... 1 week plus, struggle like hell... not enuf sleep... not enuf rest... a lots of chapter to be covered... and i just received my result.... im so worried bout my biz law paper... but at the end i had passed that nitemare paper... 5 subject and no failed... haha... and so far my result better and better... >.< but to get a good result of course i need to study like i want to swallow all the damn notes... ^.^v

health.... nose bleeding... i was tot maybe coz of the hot weather like it hapen to me before.. but it hapen to me more often lately... scared to see doctor since im not so interest to take medicine... injection... and all that stuff dat related to da clinic or hospital.. duh... but im worried bout this.. what is goin wrong with my body....??

life.... yeah... life matters never ends for me... there is no space for me to have a long term hapiness... here and there problem... I learn so many things of this while... to be a better person in time...

dear babe.... i know you are sooo not okay now... but you force urself to be strong.... pretend like nothing hapen... keep smiling... keep saying im okay when i asked you okey or not babe... i heard u crying to me thru phone call... im worry bout you... and i understand your situation.... im here for you... ok??

for you.... im speechless...... but still pray for your hapiness tooo... go on with your choices and decision...

dear you... i dunnoe what supposed i do after all diz things hapen... problems never ends between us... im down... what life supposed to be?? i still counting for a new beginning.... thx cuz always accept my wrong doin and forgive me... yet still give chance for me to change.... heart u so much...


me... still searching what is the best for me... O.o

~"It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel."