dot dot dot... that it is..

helloo... bosan pulak balik keje awal then tak tau nak buat apa kan... =.=" dah la aku accident ahad lepas.. bengong punya cha ya nun alip ... tak pasal2 langgar keta membe aku... bercacat la aku sementara waktu nie... T_T terhantuk kat dashboard kete punya pasal neck and shoulder aku bengkak... kening aku lebam... siot.. tak pasal2 tengah2 malam aku kena pegi GH xray n medical check up semua... alhamdulillah tade yang patah teruk2... just neck and shoulder aku bengkak... tu pun seksa weyh... macam robot dah aku nie..

ahh... lupakan kisah accident tuu.. change to citer lain.. now ramai je member aku dapat keje.. tumpang hepi n bangga jap.. hahaha.. yg sambung degree tu goodluck.. aku adalah jeles... >.< takpe.. diri aku sendiri belum ready nak continue degree.. atas sebab2 tertentu... tapi mudah mudahan satu hari nanti dapat la aku sambung degreee kan... :) and now dah masuk 1st December... =.=" macam kejap la pulak aku rasa tahun ni... now dah end of year... hope this month will be good to me.. life now agak bosan je.. keje keje dan keje... hoho.. ada 2 3 job keje yg tengah aku consider nie.. taktau la mana satu rezeki aku kan... kadang2 membusykan diri ni bagus jugak... tade nak fikir benda lain.. heaven ! hmmm... dah sebulan arwah tok aku meninggal... rinduuu sangat2 kat tok.. kalau tok ada.. boleh dia urutkan neck and bahu aku... :( al-fatihah tok.... i pray that im strong enough to go through all this.. personal matter.. i can hide inside.. what u wanna say, go on.. i wont stop u anymore.. find your way.. your happiness.. im pray for you too... n i wish the best for you..

p/s : best in me was having you in my life... worst part of me was losing you from my life... hardest part for me is to forget you for the rest of my life...

cerita hari ini...

yeahhh.. hye hye and hye.. dah lama aku tak cuti keje.. so hari ni bangun pagi rasa macam tak sedap badan je kan.. gastric.. and headache.. grab hp msg kat sapa2 yg patut inform aku offday ari nie.. smbung tidoooo... sampai la pukul 6.40 ptg td... haha.. bapak la weh.. dah lama aku tak tido lama macam tu since aku kejeee... bangun2 tido.. sakit pulak kepala... terus mandi... hoho..

mama aku pun dok bising aku asyik keje... keje.. and keje... bila cuti pun tatau... sbb ari aku supposed cuti pun aku balun keje... hehehe... bukan apa.. kemalasan yg amat kalau cuti.. dok rumah jadi serabut.. fikir macam2... kalau fikir dapat solvekan benda tu tapelah jugak.. ni takkk pun.. lama2 method aku senang je... keje... busykan diri.. so dapat la aku avoid dari fikir macam2... even kadang2 tu ada jugak laaaa terfikirkan... haih laaaa.....

dan aku balik umah hanya untuk makan mandi n tidooo... =.=" what a bored life kan...
hari2 pun keep repeat benda yg sama... hoho....
makin besar.. makin rumit hidup yg aku go through... maybe ni semua lesson untuk aku...
sape tahu kan... :)

25 nov supposed to be a good day for me... but now.. :')

24 November 2011

helloooo.. lama tak apdate blog nie... nothing best pun yg hapen.. life macam biasa... tido bangun tido.. pegi keje.. balik keje.. mandi... rest... tido.. then keep repeat the same things.. hahaha.. biasalah tu kan... nak apdate apa pun tatau nie.. tapi tangan gatal nak menaip kan.. layankan je laaa...

result oh result.. lambatnya nak keluar kan.. aku dah la nervous ok.. lambat pulak kau nk keluar... *biasalah.. tak study.. :p hopefully okay laaa kan result aku.. at least jangan la failed... cukup2 makan pun dah syukur gila.. *exam 2.30pm.. aku bangun tido 12pm.. terbaik kan?? hehehehe...

aku rindu pulak kat arwah tok aku.. T_T haih.. hampir sebulan tok aku meninggal dunia... sunyi tade tok.. haih.. al-fatihah.. i need to be strong...

lifeee... haih... i got nothing to describe how my life now.. macam lost jeeee... banyak benda yg aku fikir... kadang kadang rasa macam nak nangis jeee.. entah laaaa... biar je lah kan.. aku dah usaha.. bukan tak usaha... its okay...

okay, thats all.. *ntah apa2 punya post kan.. lantak laaa... =.="

i miss you so bad....

p/s : there are something that sometimes we don't even can understand until the time has come and we can figure it out what its all about actually...

campur tolak... what else.. =.="

hey.. just quick and short apdate...
nothing much to say.. ari ni genap 1 week arwah tok aku meninggal.. i miss him much.. al-fatihah.. and happy aidiladha to all muslim.... and it will be my first aidiladha without you tok.. :'(

i will be working this raya.. esok sure aku akan busy like hell..
currently mengantuk macam apa ja... but saja nk apdate jugak blog nie.. ok, dats all kot i think.. will apdate soon..

"...if you dont go after what you want, you will never have it...
...if you dont ask, the answer will always no... if you dont step foward, you're always in the same place..."