31st July 2010 Saturday




P/s: wink wink muchie.... <3 you...

its the day ! :)

25th July 2010 Sunday

hello... been so busy for now... assignments... and exam coming very soon...
i need to put more effort so achieve what i and you want... :)
spirit where are u?? i really need you now... :(

yea... so many problems i faced... now time to setel down...
enuf there... MR. or Mrs. TROUBLEMAKER... please backoff...
get your life please... or shud i call you MUKA TEMBOK??
DESPERATE?? or you just so PATHETIC??

you are the one who shud wake up from YOUR BIG DREAMS... :)
not me... oraite?? grow up !! open your eyes bigger...
dun make yourself look so DUMBASS... but unfortunately you're already did it...
PITY you... :))

DEAR you... nothing i wanna to say... cuz its all in my heart... and im sure you can feel it and know it better now... :)
past is past... learn from it... dun ever u make that mistakes again...
it just hurt u.. hurt me.. and etc...


im not blaming you as well... we are human being... do and did mistakes...
we are not perfect but we can try to improve to be a better person in time... :)
i hope you have a happy life after this... dun you ever waste your tears because of dat STUPIDO person... such waste your time... :)the person does not deserve you at all...

P/S: love you more and more... hehehehe... missing you... :)

p/s: to fall in love, it's easy but to hold on together, thats the terribly difficult part am i rite ? but im still with you no matter what... :)

22 July 2010 Thursday

hmm... currently just feel so bad...
haih... izit there is no ending for all this??
strength where are you??
wud you wanna see me fell down again?? again?? and again???

22 July 2010 Thursday

time now is 1.56am... i cudnt sleep... i feel so tired but still cant closed my eyes... actually now time for me to rest.. as usual my class will be bz whole day..i can say dat i love to sleep but now, my sleep time is less... i just sleep 3 4 hours perday... too many things in my mind... i just dunnoe how to throw it away far...too bad...

day to day... it just a testing day for me... with those matters and bla bla bla...
haih... i wish i dun have heart to had a feeling... i wish i dun have a brain to store all those memory... which it bad or gud... all i can say... its only pain i can feel...

and again today... received bad things too.. but its ok... :)
yeah... its true... ugly true is better than beautiful liars...
and the truth is hurts tho... but its ok... at lis i know...


i dunnoe wat i wanna story bout... i just feel like to express my feeling here... my dear bloggie... i just lost my words... i dunnoe wat im feel rite now...
everything just mess up... thanks to the PERSON yea... :)
i dun want to be cruel or mean... but u just deserve it...
i wish one day, ur turn will come bloody hell... :)
i will make sure that u get the worst feeling ever...
hey, grow up ! if u want sumthing, work on your own...
no need to make people SYMPATHY to you...
or else wat u expect to get also is the SYMPATHY LOVE?? haha...
and please stop embarassing people pride... its not gud... :)
grow up matured please...

P/S: emotion unstable bcoz of holly s**t person...

20 July 2010 Tuesday

hmm... basicly... da date had a history for my last 5 years...
been trauma bout it... the worst accident happen ever in my life now...
ok... just forget bout it... im still breath in this world... with amazing people !!

I wanna talk bout attitude...
im a hot tempered person.. who shud i blame?? myself?? or wat??
im a ego person... sumtimes too ego... it was my bad too??
im da one who not thinking bout others feeling?? but im try very hard to be fair in everything... it was my bad too??
sumtimes, im thinking bout sumthing and people just get me wrong and it turned to whereby can be in the worst situation ever... plus came with people dat make things more complicated... haih ! wat da big challenge for me in this last 2 months....
only my heart and GOD know how much i suffer, battle, fell down and etc...

besides, the person know the situation was getting more worst bcoz of him/herself...
i wondering, DO YOU HAVE BRAIN OR NOT STUPIDO???
and pity to YOU *u*k*r cuz u just a COWARD person...
and congratulation to u too ... :)

past is past... cant return the time... im learning from my mistakes...
im just ordinary person dat always wanna be the best among da best...
im do and did mistakes... but at least IM NOT RUIN PEOPLE RELATION... :)

to you... please help me to search myself... my old self...
im starting to hate myself now... :(

P/S: cant wait to see you... missing u alots... <3 you... :)

19 July 2010 Monday



P/S: i missing you baby... <3 more... :(

14 July 2010 Wednesday

haih... too many things too be setel... and im here still searching what the solution and answer... try to make da best for all those thing...

Life... we cant run from facing problems here and there... if not life is meaningless rite...

People... many types of people exist... but for now the type that i really hated sooooooo much is the person that make my life getting more worst even that person know he/she is the TROUBLEMAKER... GOSH !! if i got the chance, i really wanna hit, punch or even kill that type of person... if im the one who in that particular situation, im thinking a matured way... i will back off and let things runs smoothly... but this type of person kinda not matured enuf or can i say childish... even she/he din noe bout me... and she/he talk like she/he know me since we are born... WTH la!! then say sumthing rude to me... to my parents... HELLO !! who are you DARE to talking like that to me?? to my PARENTS?? WHO ARE YOU BULLSHIT!!! come on man... u such a JERK person dat i know ever... SHAME OF YOU BOY?? OPSS... boy or wat huh??

i dun care who you are... im not afraid of you... and FYI, u just a coward man !! and not gentle enuf ok?? talking like ur brain really narrow and act like u are the SUPERHERO... all that i can say... u just make urself look STUPID man!!
dont u think that wat u had done can turn back to you CLEVER BOY???
dun you think u will get MORE than wat u do to me and that particular person???even you know the truth story CANT u THINK??? or u have NO BRAIN?? or u are so DESPERATE??? u just make a wrong move man...

izit diz is the 1st time u in love man?? no experience huh?? many more u have to learn... one of it is... DUN TACKLE A PERSON IN TIME THAT PERSON EMOTIONAL AND FEELING UNSTABLE.. Do u believe when that person in dat situation she/he can love u rite??? If u think dat way, im really feel sorry to you... i know wat u did and those thing but im a fighter bro... all i wanna say to you... if i be urself... im feel sooooooo ASHAME.... :)



and you TROUBLEMAKER... i advice you to get a life and please stay away from us... if not im wishing dat one day u will get back wat had u did to me... and to us... :)
get wat i mean?? and please learn to be a matured person... grow up buddy !!
and just forget dat love... cuz it doesnt mean anything to you... u see the exit way?... so get lost ok?? ur cooperation i really appreciate it...



to you <3... im sorry for everything... what had happen... truly, i admit my mistakes... but... enuf... i dun want to talk bout it anymore... 44 days i feel so miserable... with this challenge... its really testing myself... who am i actually...
too many things in mind, i wanna ask soo much question but nevermind... i let it be silent cuz it already happen...


im just looking foward to be a better person... and look back as my guide... im not blaming you for wat had hapen... im not mad at you... but just a frustrated with you... but its ok... :) im still here for you... we can fix things... to be more happier than before... i do trust you until this moments... :) new chapter begin... new hope... new life... but still the same love even my heart had turned become like this...


P/S: I want to remember how you've made me laugh, and sometimes cry, and I never want to forget how special and different you are. And how you touch my heart in a way that no one else could... Love you... <3

10 July 2010 Saturday



P/S: one year suprised !! <3 yea...

9th July 2010 Friday



P/S: Together we are everything... we can get through anything... and we wont let nothing tear us apart... because baby we are something special.... :) xoxo

8th July 2010 Thursday



P/S: in every happiness, there will always be a sad in between... we nid to stay strong... <3 you...

6th July 2010 Tuesday

Special For You Dear... :)



P/S: pssssttt... I Love You... :)

4th July 2010 Sunday

I'm making a promise... counting on forever...
knowing anything could happen...

I promise to love only you...
till time ends.... praying it never does...

I promise when your weak... I'll try to be strong...
though it can be hard for me...

I promise to always want you...
even when your moody...
god knows I have my days too...

I promise to tell you I love you...
with every breath...
till I have no more left...

P/S: nothing can stop me from love you... :)

3rd July 2010 Saturday

its hard to trust someone...
when everyone you ever opened up you heart to..
has let you down and pushed you away..

P/S: i love you.. :)

TQ for everything...
TQ for all the promises...
TQ for all what u have done...
TQ for all ur sweet words...
TQ for let me be in this situation...
TQ for the memories...
TQ for teaching me...
TQ for the starting...
TQ for the ending dat u create...
TQ for making this to me...
TQ so much...

2nd July 2010 Friday

Every now and now i go to sleep, i couldn't stop dreaming about you...
your love is got me feeling kinda weak.. i really cant see me without you
and now u're running around in my head im never gonna let you slip away again...

Every now and then when i watch you... i wish that i could tell you that i want you
if i can have the chance to talk with to you.. if i get up the chance to walk with you
then i would stop holding it in ..and never have to go through this again

its real love that you dont know about..

P/S: your heart is my home... it is the only place i love to be in... :)

1st July 2010 Thursday

Headache one day... start stress with all the assignments... haiz...
nothing much wanna say here...

For you... what u thinking and what im doing is totally vice versa...
im say it and im do it... trust me... :)


P/S: I will care and love you all never less but more... im might be smiling and laughing... but inside im dying... Love you...