yeah ! ;)

wheeehooo ! gudmorning ! hahahahha...
*yawn... im so sleepy...
i just come back from college...
1st day was bored a bit... cuz.. im sleepy... hehe..
1st class already discuss bout the asgnment... =.="
biz planning... still blur2... no idea bout it...
but nvm will focus on it more when i refer to my lect...

after class... went to staff room to see my mentor...
collect register form and also my last sem result...
*actually im worried bout it cuz last sem was a nitemare for me...
but thank god... when my mentor show me the result, the numbers i have seen make me smile... ;) at least my effort works ! pheww!!

so... now im focusing in my new subjects for this final sem....
wanna hit more and more... ;)
im praying hard that everything in this sem will run smoothly...
may i put more effort and achieve what i targeted... ;)

*p/s: diz is my 1st time post blog in the morning... :D
i mish yaa...

the day....

heylo peeps... arghh ! tomorrow my new sem start already.. final sem.. =.='
phew ! most of my class start early in the morning and end up around 11am...
yeah ! heaven...
but tomorrow also i will receive my last sem result... =.="
hope i manage to get good result and pass all the subjects... :D
i dun want to sit for a retake paper... *scary and nitemare ok !

and now im wondering cud i wake up tmorow morning?? wink wink...
of course yes !! must wake up... come on dee... diz is ur last sem...
time to speed up and enjoy ur diploma life for a last one... :D
*but still holiday mood... haha...

just now went out with my parents... company my mum buy things...
grab one black jeans.. ;) hehe... and belt... tq mum...
and after that went to salon... trim my hair... so messy..
and now look better... :D

p/s: i miss you la dear dear... haiz... >.<

words and smile... :)

p/s: sometimes I wonder, "Is it Life is really worth it?" then i look at your smile and i know it is... some joys are better expressed in silence as a smile holds more meaning than words... i was asked if i enjoy having you in my life... i just smile... :)
miss you...

Happy Eid Adha... :)

hye peeps ! first of all, i wanna wish to all Muslims, Happy Eid Adha...
sacrifice can be in many ways... :)
alhamdullillah i still breath in this world today to celebrate this Eid Adha once again with my beloved family and you... :)

may the angles protect us...
may the sadness forget us...
may goodness surround us...
may allah s.wt always bless us...

nothing much... just simple update...
*sleep at 7am and wake up 10.30am... =.=" mood: sleepy...

how could i?

hye ! im too bored... dun know what im gonna write here..
too blank... no ideas... and bla bla bla... =.="

mood : too bad... im down.. mess up... arghh !

how could i stop all this??
how could i can make u understand me?
how could i manage u well?

*By now you'd know that I'd come for you...
No one but you, yes I'd come for you...
But only if you told me to...
And I'd fight for you...
I'd lie, it's true...
Give my life for you...
You know I'd always come for you...

No matter what gets in my way...
As long as there's still life in me...
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you...
I'd crawl across this world for you...
Do anything you want me to...
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you...
You know I'll always come for you...

this situation.. Mind vs Heart... ;)

Do you ever feel like giving up?
When the pain hurts too much to be real?
I feel like giving up... I've wasted my time...
Wasted it believing... you could ever be mine...

My mind says "it's over."... that you've moved on...
But my hearts keeping up hope...
that your feelings for me aren't gone...

I hate how my mind... doesn't agree with my heart...
Knowing someone like you is hard to find...
i never want to let you go...

Nothing i ever wanted... but the heart wants what it wants... :)
You are not the person i ever expected...
You are even better...

Ive made my decision...
mind conquered by heart...
All these problems were only an illusion!
My heart has won... :)

I thought we were happy, that everything was perfect, it's been a long time since I was as happy as I was with you, our time together wasn't long, but still enough for me to fall for you... :)

I remember all time we spent like it was yesterday, I loved everything about you, I still do... You tell me it'll never be us again, deep down I might know it to be true, but I won't lose hope... :)


p/s: Words can't describe how amazing you are.... :)

111110

I tried to be perfect...
But nothing was worth it...
I don’t believe it makes me real...
I thought it’d be easy...
But no one believes me...

If you believe it’s in my soul...
I’d say all the words that I know...
Just to see if it would show...
That I'm trying to let you know...

this place is so empty...
My thoughts are so tempting...
I don’t know how it got so bad...
Sometimes it’s so crazy...
that nothing can save me...
But it’s the only thing that I have...

p/s: why its so hard for me to forget all those things huh?
yeah... everyone had a past... thats for sure...
u know what i mean rite?? T.T