yeah ! ;)

wheeehooo ! gudmorning ! hahahahha...
*yawn... im so sleepy...
i just come back from college...
1st day was bored a bit... cuz.. im sleepy... hehe..
1st class already discuss bout the asgnment... =.="
biz planning... still blur2... no idea bout it...
but nvm will focus on it more when i refer to my lect...

after class... went to staff room to see my mentor...
collect register form and also my last sem result...
*actually im worried bout it cuz last sem was a nitemare for me...
but thank god... when my mentor show me the result, the numbers i have seen make me smile... ;) at least my effort works ! pheww!!

so... now im focusing in my new subjects for this final sem....
wanna hit more and more... ;)
im praying hard that everything in this sem will run smoothly...
may i put more effort and achieve what i targeted... ;)

*p/s: diz is my 1st time post blog in the morning... :D
i mish yaa...

the day....

heylo peeps... arghh ! tomorrow my new sem start already.. final sem.. =.='
phew ! most of my class start early in the morning and end up around 11am...
yeah ! heaven...
but tomorrow also i will receive my last sem result... =.="
hope i manage to get good result and pass all the subjects... :D
i dun want to sit for a retake paper... *scary and nitemare ok !

and now im wondering cud i wake up tmorow morning?? wink wink...
of course yes !! must wake up... come on dee... diz is ur last sem...
time to speed up and enjoy ur diploma life for a last one... :D
*but still holiday mood... haha...

just now went out with my parents... company my mum buy things...
grab one black jeans.. ;) hehe... and belt... tq mum...
and after that went to salon... trim my hair... so messy..
and now look better... :D

p/s: i miss you la dear dear... haiz... >.<

words and smile... :)

p/s: sometimes I wonder, "Is it Life is really worth it?" then i look at your smile and i know it is... some joys are better expressed in silence as a smile holds more meaning than words... i was asked if i enjoy having you in my life... i just smile... :)
miss you...

Happy Eid Adha... :)

hye peeps ! first of all, i wanna wish to all Muslims, Happy Eid Adha...
sacrifice can be in many ways... :)
alhamdullillah i still breath in this world today to celebrate this Eid Adha once again with my beloved family and you... :)

may the angles protect us...
may the sadness forget us...
may goodness surround us...
may allah s.wt always bless us...

nothing much... just simple update...
*sleep at 7am and wake up 10.30am... =.=" mood: sleepy...

how could i?

hye ! im too bored... dun know what im gonna write here..
too blank... no ideas... and bla bla bla... =.="

mood : too bad... im down.. mess up... arghh !

how could i stop all this??
how could i can make u understand me?
how could i manage u well?

*By now you'd know that I'd come for you...
No one but you, yes I'd come for you...
But only if you told me to...
And I'd fight for you...
I'd lie, it's true...
Give my life for you...
You know I'd always come for you...

No matter what gets in my way...
As long as there's still life in me...
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you...
I'd crawl across this world for you...
Do anything you want me to...
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you...
You know I'll always come for you...

this situation.. Mind vs Heart... ;)

Do you ever feel like giving up?
When the pain hurts too much to be real?
I feel like giving up... I've wasted my time...
Wasted it believing... you could ever be mine...

My mind says "it's over."... that you've moved on...
But my hearts keeping up hope...
that your feelings for me aren't gone...

I hate how my mind... doesn't agree with my heart...
Knowing someone like you is hard to find...
i never want to let you go...

Nothing i ever wanted... but the heart wants what it wants... :)
You are not the person i ever expected...
You are even better...

Ive made my decision...
mind conquered by heart...
All these problems were only an illusion!
My heart has won... :)

I thought we were happy, that everything was perfect, it's been a long time since I was as happy as I was with you, our time together wasn't long, but still enough for me to fall for you... :)

I remember all time we spent like it was yesterday, I loved everything about you, I still do... You tell me it'll never be us again, deep down I might know it to be true, but I won't lose hope... :)


p/s: Words can't describe how amazing you are.... :)

111110

I tried to be perfect...
But nothing was worth it...
I don’t believe it makes me real...
I thought it’d be easy...
But no one believes me...

If you believe it’s in my soul...
I’d say all the words that I know...
Just to see if it would show...
That I'm trying to let you know...

this place is so empty...
My thoughts are so tempting...
I don’t know how it got so bad...
Sometimes it’s so crazy...
that nothing can save me...
But it’s the only thing that I have...

p/s: why its so hard for me to forget all those things huh?
yeah... everyone had a past... thats for sure...
u know what i mean rite?? T.T

haha ! fun !

1.You're invited to a party, you'll probably wear a : follow the theme... but usually i wear simple and nice... :)

2.You're lost in a jungle, you'll : try to find a river... then follow the river side to find the exit way...

3.You're stuck in a room with your crush, you'll: sleep !

4.You're down with flu and you have loads of homework to do, you'll : moody whole day because i hate flu... but still doin my works of course.. ;)

5.You're chasen by a dog up the hill, you'll: Run as fast as i can... or climb up the tree?? LOL... hahhahaha...

6.You're sitting for your exam and the person sitting behind you keep on kicking your chair, you'll: show my middle finger to the person ! hahaha... rude hah !

7.You're in the toilet and there's no toilet paper, you'll: i din use toilet paper... i use water... :)

8.You and your friends are watching a movie and the person behind you keeps on throwing popcorn towards you, you'll: scold that person ! that for sure... i had done it before... ;) so beware... hahaha...

9.You are punished by a teacher for not doing your homework and your enemy is laughing at you, you'll: do i care ?? ;)

10.You have to choose only 1 friend to a PoolParty, you'll definitely invite: no idea... =.=' too many friends..... :D

11.The last time you went out with your friends: Yesterday...

12.Your best friend's birthday: 3rd april...

13.The last time you ate McD: cant remember...

14.The last time you fell: last nite? in my dreams... hahaha...

15.The last time you called your mum: Yesterday...

16.The last time you spilled your drinks: last week... in cinema...


Random:

17.Your Special Date: 10th July 2009...

18.Are You Hyperactive?: yeah !

19.Left or Right?: Right...

20.Your nickname: Dee... Dy... Gundut... Heart Dee... :D

21.Your pets: cat ----> citam

22.Your favourite song: Akon.... Be with You...

23.Your favourite colour: Black, White, Red, Purple, Green, Silver..

24.Your hobbies: sleep, sms with u, movies, hangout with my friends... ;)

25.Do you sing in showers?: sumtimes... ;)

His/Her:

26.Age: 19++

27.Phone number: 017-XXX5XXX

28.Likes: eat... sleep... perfume... cup corn... darkmocha sb ice blended...

29.Personality: matured... funny... talking non stop... hahaha...

30.Hate: backstabbers... :)

31.Straight or wavy curl: wavy curl...

32.caring or loving: both !


This guy/girl :-

33.Dark haired or light haired: Dark...

34.Wear specs or contacts: ..........

35.Sporty or computer geeky: sporty !

36.Good or bad: hahaha... more to bad ! devil... :)))

37.Romantic or modern: Both... !

38.Rich or poor: ;)

39.Open or closed: WTH??

40.Cute or hot: both !

heee... fun !

A - AVAILABLE: Nope !
B - BIRTHDAY: 04041990...
C- CRUSHING ON: YOU...
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Lychee...
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: myself... :)
F - FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: You Smile, I Smile by Justin Bieber...
H - HOMETOWN: Penang...
I - IN LOVE WITH: You.. :)
J - JUGGLE: ???
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Nope... but i wish tooo... :)
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: cant recall...
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: none
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3
O - ONE WISH: to have you in my hug always... :)
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: You.. :)
R- REASON TO SMILE: when im remember our moments... :)
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: everyday i love you by boyzone...
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: today? 6.45am
U - UTENSILS USED TO EAT NOODLES: forks or chopsticks
V - VEGETABLE: almost all i eat...
W - WORST HABIT: VERY Bad Tempered >.<
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD MOST RECENTLY : hurm.. last was 5 years back...
Y - YOYOS ARE: interesting...
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Aries...

RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU

Your favorite number/s: 4....
What color do you wear most: Black & White...
Least favorite color : yellow...
What are you listening to: Just Love The Way You Are... ♥
Are you happy with your life right now: Yes :)
What is your favorite class in school: Presentation Skills...
Who is/are your best friend/s: ;)
Are you outgoing: Yes...
Favorite pair of shoes: Everlast and Adidas...
Can you dance?: a little bit... ;)
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth: No...
Can you whistle: Yeah...
Cross your eyes: Nope...
Walk with your toes curled: Nope...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

Do you believe in life in other planets: yeah !
Do you believe in miracles: Yeap !
Do you believe in magic: Depends...
Love at first sight: yeah ! ;)
Do you believe in Santa: errr... no?
Do you know how to swim: Yes but still weak... running much more better...
Do you like roller coasters: Much Love ! funny when i see people screaming ! haha
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows: Nope !
Have you ever been on a plane: jetplane... haha.. yeah !
Have you ever asked someone out: Yeap !
Have you ever been to the ocean: Yeah !
Have you ever painted your nails?: Long time ago... no other things to do... haha..


THE WHAT'S

What is the temperature outside?: 18'c?? its raining now and so cold here...
What radio station do you listen to: Red FM, Hitz FM & Fly FM...
What was the last restaurant you ate at: Nandos Queensbay & Kapitan Nasi Kandar...
What was the last thing you bought: Everlast shoes !
What was the last thing on TV you watched: license to grill 703...


THE WHO'S

Who was the last person you IM'd: Lestary...
Who was the last person you took a picture of: Kerol !
Who was the last person you said I love you to: ;) you...

CRYING SECTION

Ever really cried your heart out: Yeah !
Ever cried yourself to sleep: Yeap !
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder: Yea !
Do you cry when you get an injury: Yeah ! when i had a bad injury... accident 2005 remains forever in my head... the worst case ever...


HAPPY SECTION

Are you a happy person?: usually yes but depends too...

LOOK AT ME

What is your current hair color: brown? natural brown? light brown? argh ! watsoever but i dyed it Brown last month... :)

CURRENTLY WEARING

What shirt are you wearing: Sleeveless...
Pants: Shorts...
Shoes: nope...
Necklaces: yeah.. valuable... :)

IN A GIRL

Favorite eye color: Brown
Short or long hair: Long and wavy curl at bottom naturally...
Height: 156-175cm...

HAVE YOU EVER

Been to jail: Hell NO !
Mooned someone: No...
Thought about suicide: Yea !
Laughed so hard you cried: hahaha... yeap !
Cried in school: hmm.. i think no? eh yes?
Thrown up in a store: Nope !
Wanted to be a model: never had a dream come true ! haha
Seen a dead body: Yeap !
Been on drugs: Nope !
Gone skinny dipping: err.. no?

THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke: Coke !
McDonald's or Burger King: McD !
Single or Group Dates: single !
Chocolate or Vanilla: Im a choc lovers !
Strawberries or Blueberries: Blueberries !
Meat or Veggies: Veggies...
TV or Movie: Movie...
Guitar or Drums: Drums !
Adidas or Nike: Adidas !
Chinese or Mexican: Mexican !

LOL !

i think sumone had give me so much 'heat'... :)
hey folks ! dont you understand my sentence or words?
i guess the more i talk here, the more i look like stupido person talk to the wall..
because u just din got nothing from what i wrote and meant...
u just went toooo far babe.. ;)

p/s: correction... i din need anythng from you... just a consideration.. :) tq..
till here then... cuz things are not related to me... :)

aku tak paham? kau paham?

heyho ! i guess better im writing this post in malay translation because i want it to be more clear even before this im using a simple english... ;)

dalam post aku sebelum ni aku dah cakap & aku dh gtau post ni random.
kau trasa ke eyh dgn post aku ni? sama keadaan yg jadi kat kau?
so itu tandanya, bnda yg jadi ni memang RANDOM lah... ;)

fyi la kan.. aku tak la nk nyebok or ape2 la pasal kau kau & kau..
aku just cakap.. tak yah la kau nk melenting kan.. aku tak kesah pun pasal kau..
kau kan dh besar... ada org jaga pulak tu..

aku tau aku pun tak sempurna... tp kalau org tegur, aku still boleh nak dengar..
even ape yg kau dh buat or ckp ape2 pasal aku pun, aku dh lama maafkan kau even kau tak say sorry.. tp baik aku maafkan je la.. lebih afdal kan...

aku bukan jenis nak musuh2 la weyh... tambah2 bnda yg tak de kena mengena dgn aku pun... once bnda setel... ok fullstop takat tu je la kan... aku tade la pulak block kau ke, pergi canang kat org lain pasal kau ke apa kan..

tapi kan.. aku rasa tak yah la aku nak cerita panjang2 lg...
aku tau kau budak pandai... so think wisely... :)
friends is always just friends... kalau tanak org salah anggap, make sure masa mula2 kau buat ape2 pun, kau inform kat org tu we are just friends... not more than that...
so by that, hati org pun tade la duka lara kan...

p/s: if u know how to handle this matter, i guess this things shud not happen... :)
peace, no war... (-.-)v aku tak de terlibat dgn korang, korang and korang punya hal... ;) kalau kawan kau ada prob, dia cerita, mesti kau dengar and kau nasihat...
itu je yg aku buat... tak salah kan?

nota penyepak: aku cakap nk post dalam malay kan.. tp aku mintak maaf la byk2 sbb aku kdg2 cakap pun guna malay-english (macam bagus je kan english aku)

Random !

hello peeps ! long time i din update diz bloggie... out of mood? out of ideas... ;)
actually im lazy... :PP
holiday is just too bored... maybe its too long... haha... but its okay...
i can have a well rest... :)
i got my final sem schedule already.. yeah.. 3 subjects... and my class not packed like my previous semester.. woohoo ! :D my class will end at 11am on Monday, Wednesday and Thursday except for Tuesday my class will end at 4pm bcoz i have 2 class on that day.
Friday?? NO CLASS... heeeee.... ;) so, 22 Nov is my 1st class for the final sem.. :)
ok, enuf with the class and all that..

lets talk bout people.. haih... people can talk as much as they loved too... :)
we never can stop them... once they know or noticed what they talk does not give any impact to the person, i bet they will keep their mouth shut !

Friends... yeah... friendships will remains forever... but true love also can stay forever... the things is how you or we handle those relations... no need to point who faults, who was hurt or etc... because it will turns to a war... revenge and etc..

each of us are grown up... so matured thinking please... yeah.. its true...
certain things are hard for us to forget... but by letting go... it will slowly can make you feel better... :)

past is past... its already happened and we cant turned back time... so, what for we still fighting for that?? nothing gonna change it...
if you already had a sumone special, yeah.. congratz and gud for you... but dun you lock off ur previous sumone... let the person move on to have a good life too... both will happy... :) dun begging for ♥ if you know his/her heart not belongs to you... let them be happy with the way they want...

i randomly story here... not related to specific people.. cuz i think certain people also might be in those situation... and included me.. i also had been in the situation like this before.. take a long time to be ok... so far... i got the conclusion, when we believe things are happened for a reason, soon or later we will know what the reasons... when the time has come... :)


*dear... Forgiveness does not change the past but it does enlarge the future..... :)
dun ask GOD to make your Life easier, but ask GOD to make you a stronger person...
and im lucky that i already go through the hardest part of my relation... because i pray to GOD to make my heart, soul, mind & body stronger... :)

p/s : i miss you... heeee... ♥