30 June 2010 Wednesday

hardest moment im facing rite now...
why this things hapen when u already promise me??
why u let it be like this??
why?? why??



P/S: im still holding with what u say to me and what u had promise to me... :) 143...

Special For You....

P/S: this song have many version... but diz want i choose for you... make sure you hear this song... check the lyrics and also the background display in that video... :)

29 June 2010 Tuesday

not feeling so well... din have proper sleep...
actually din sleep for today... too many things in my minds...
many things i need to settle down... but certain things or people just make it more worst even da rite things can be settle so much nicer...
haiz... college things more complicated... result coming out soon...
received a lots of assignments... but i din manage to start even one... too bad...
i din know what hapen now... im so down.. im so lost... i din know where was da mistakes... i try so hard to fix all dat... but certain ppl cant see dat...
selfish?? coward?? or wtv... i dunnoe... cuz for me da solution is just in front of the eyes... but drag it into da most critical situation... i din get you why?? how?? you can stand to see all this hapen... !! please make it in a simple way... not to drag it into more seriously condition.... really testing my patient & ego...

im tired to being in diz situation... im started to hate myself now... my life... and everything...!! but you peeps still can laugh... smile... and make sumone really hurt... i dun get that seriously...!

you take me from the dark... you save me... then you turn all dat into a most painfullllll situation... congratulations to you... keep it up... :)

P/S: tq so much.... but still 143....

28 June 2010 Monday




P/S: im waiting.... 143...

27 June 2010 Sunday

All my emotion inside... Love that will never die...
Can't put it in words... You are my world...

There is no need to tell me cuz I know... I know how you love me so...
It comes as no surprise... I see it in your eyes...
In my heart, you love me still...
You still need me... and you haunting me...
All the tears... You calm my soul but you are still my fears...
I know you still love me... I know you still dream of me and you always will... :)

P/S: My heart will beat a lifetime... just for you... :)

26 June 2010 Saturday

I'm always thinking about you... You're always on my mind...
Running throughout the days... without running out of time...

Everything I ever seem to do... you are always there...
At the back of my thoughts... I wonder if you ever care...

You're the one I couldn't forget even at the last breath I take...
You're the one my heart longs for because I found real joy in you...

You're the one I'll love so true... For you gave me same love too...
You're the one I needed most... For I am so in love with you...

You light my life and turn it right... and put a music in my heart..
How can I thank you for all the things?? and for the love you've given me??

P/S: I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow... I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day... I promise to love you without change... I promise to make you laugh,to make you cry... I promise to give you strength when you are weak... I promise to never lose faith in you... I promise to always trust you... I promise to never let you feel alone in this world... I promise you a love everlasting... :)

25 June 2010 Friday

have i told you yet that how much you mean to me?
have i told you yet about all happiness that you brings to me?
have i told you yet that you mean the world to me?
if im not telling you before, i want you to know you are the best things that ever happen in my life...

i love you for giving me your heart...
i love you for making me smile whenever i feel sad...
i love you for finding that part of me that i never thought i had find...
i love you for the way you are and for how you make me feel...

P/S: My love for you just like a never ending flame.... :)

25 June 2010 Friday

For you... You know what we both face rite...
here the songs i dedicated to you... :)



Chorus
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I looked in her eyes now she's all I see
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me

First time I saw you girl,
You turn me upside down
I can't stop thinking bout you
My head is spinning round
I got to find a way to get with you somehow
Girl I'm so crazy for you
You know I want you now
And every minute of every single day
I'm dreaming of how we could be
And every night before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me

Chorus
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I looked in her eyes now she's all I see
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me

Can't fall asleep tonight
I don't know what to do
I hold my pillow but I wanna be holding you
And when I close my eyes I always see your face
I know my happiness is only a kiss away
And every hour here in the dark
Every beat of my lonely heart
Tells me that I need to be with you
Heaven oh heaven what can I do

Chorus
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I look in her eyes now she's all I see
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees help me

< Spanish part >

La primera ves que te mire no eh podido dormir
tu estas en mi corazon y en mis suenos
que cada noche le pido a Dios
que nos guarde junto para siempre


Girl I'd give anything if you were here with me
Give anything you want and anything you need
I never thought that I could feel the way I do
But now I wanna spend the rest of my life with you
And every day that we are apart
I'm saving this love here in my heart
And every night before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me

Chorus
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I looked in her eyes now she's all I see
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please, heaven

Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you hear me
I'm giving my love for eternity
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me

P/S: i Love you dear... :)

24 June 2010 Thursday

It all starts with one night....
It begins with a choice...
One moment in time when everything becomes possible...

She promised to be his forever....
She promised to never let go...
To always be faithful...
But one night can ruin it all...

For you i will stay in this box... in your heart that you keep...
just to wait for you to take me out when the rest of the world sleeps...

For you i will be strong... so you dont ever fall...
because i know what its like to have your back against the wall...
because i will do anything for you... even if its my death...
and im gonna prove that i need you... until the day of my last breath...

P/S: Love is very simple... Hard to find but worth to keep... :)
Love you Now... Always... Forever... :)

For You... :)

23 June 2010 Wednesday

I want to do all the things to make you happy...
I want to be with you all the times of this day...
I want you here by my side to stay....
if the last day of my life is today....

And as we do so... we'll forget everything except for this feeling we both feel...
i want you to be here, if this day is the last for me to live still...

I want to complete what is lacking...
I want to spend my last time for loving...
and at the end of the day, knowing that there's no tommorow for me...
i want us to count as many stars as we could...
and wish on every falling stars...
that someday... somewhere... we will again share life like this...

and then after all i will be happy... because in last moment of my life...
you stayed here beside me....

Every hour I stay sitting in class is another moment you're on my mind...
I never forget you in very second of my breath...
Every night as I close my eyes.... and I wonder what I shall do...
I can't sleep much these days... because all my dreams are nitemare...

P/S: everything had happen... everything i do... its all reminds me bout you... all those fights it made me who I am today... I Love You dear... :)

22 June 2010 Tuesday

When I first met you I never imagined that I would love you like I do today...
When I first met you I never thought that we would be like this...
When I first met you I never thought that no matter what you will always be
there for me...

When I first met you I never imagined that being in your arms was all I needed to make me feel better...When I first met you I never knew that I could love some one so much and that I would miss someone like this...

Now that I have you... nothing can make me more happy that to see you smile...Now that I have you... I don't want nothing else in the world but to be with you...Now that I have you... I give you my entire heart and love...

Baby I just want you to know that you mean the world to me and no matter what...I will always be there for you and I love you more than anything in the world...

P/S: I will love you forever till the end of time... Take my hand let's face all this together... That you and me will be together... In our hearts always forever...
Don't have to think once or twice.... cuz it is really true... :)
Now... Always... and Forever... I will love you....

21 June 2010 Monday

Do you stand and fight??
or run and hide??
Do you believe in love at first sight?

Do you know what love is?
I do, because I have you!

I'll give you my mind...
I'll give you my soul...
I'll give you my heart forever...
I'll give all of me forever...

P/S: You are my everything... i Love you... im waiting baby... :)

FUCK THIS FEELINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


when the time has come, wait for it... i pay u cash dumdassssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!

You... please... stop fooling me around !!!!!
im not stupid cupid....
get it?? and dun dare me to being a cruel person on this earth !!
hold my words !!! i really meant it... !!!!

P/S: im so sad... Love you...

19 June 2010 Saturday

When I found you... I found myself...
When I found you... I found my heart...
When I found you... I found my soul...
When I found you... I found your love...
When I found you... I found my dreams...
When I found you... I found out what Love really means...

I wish I were your pillow...So you would hold me tight...I wish I were invisible...
So i could watch you sleep at night...
I'd wish on every star...
To have just one wish come true...
So I could be with you...


P/S: All I can say is I know I'm not wrong... If you give me your heart,
I won't tear it a part anymore... cuz i do love you... :)

Tak Mungkin Ku Melepaskanmu

18 June 2010 Friday

i left it unspoken...
but i need to know...
i left it unspoken...
but my heart really want to know...
i left it unspoken...
so by that you can tell me first...
i left it unspoken...
and i hope it still remains the same...
i left it unspoken...
cuz i think it is better... *i tot??*
i left it unspoken...
but days & nites it will hunting me...
i left it unspoken...
but too many things are in my mind...
i left it unspoken...
so by that i really hope everything are ok...

baby... i hope you can see what im doing rite now...
and im waiting you to take me away with you...

P/S: Love you as always... :)

17 June 2010 Thursday

Currently im trying to fix things...
im sorry to u sayang...
after diz no more ok...
i bear on my mind what u say just now...
if want to be honest no nid to wait u asking me 1st... i will ok... :)

You always seem to take my breath away...
I try to tell you but the nerves get in the way...
I try to tell you what's inside...
Let all my feelings out as high as the sky...
They would reach the stars up above...

I want you to know that my heart is in your hands...
I'll do what it takes whatever I can...
To make you happy and make you smile...
When were together even if it's for a while...
I truly love every moment with you...
This feeling for you is so new...
There's no more a hole in my heart...
Cause your in my life... You filled that part...

P/S: How I feel for you... The undying love... i Love You... :)

16 June 2010 Wednesday

Take me, keep me, don't let go... I need you my only one...
Listen to my heartbeat.... When you're together with me...

words are never enough... can't say what I want...
feelings said out loud... my heart exploding...
this is never enough...

Time is never enough... it keeps following me... and I can't keep up...it's running out... and I want more time with you....

P/S: as usual.. 143 dear.... :)

15 June 2010 Tuesday

I walk alone... Only thing with me is my shadow...
My heart cry... My breath is weakening...
Each step takes me further from the place I've grown to know...

There is no place of comfort for me....
No one around to tell me I'm OK...

P/S: i Love you dear... :)

14 June 2010 Monday (Part 2)

When all is quiet and I can't sleep, I think of you...
I sit here wondering just what I am going to do...
I want you to be with me right now and you are so far...

But its your face I see every time I close my eyes...
All I want is work on us...
I wish I could get you to understand, you are my heart...
I want you always beside me...
Theres not a day that I don't wish that you were here...
I pray that soon you will find a way to come back with me...
So I am here always waiting for you...
Praying that we really will be OK....

Pain... its all I feel... It burns me while I try to sleep...
Then tortures me throughout the night....
It's in every breath, every thought, and in all I do...

Every night I sit and cry... wondering why I can't get by...
it's so hard just to face the day... memories of us start to surround...
every thought that's in my mind...

They always say that I'll be alright... but they don't know how I hurt at night...
they always say that I'll be fine... but it's not the same if you're not mine...
they always say that I've got to move on... but I've got nowhere to go now when you're gone...
they always say that time will heal... but that's not the case, cause time stands still...

P/S: :) i know you can... I Love You Dear...

14 June 2010 Monday

I count the hours, I count the days...
How much I miss you, I count the ways...

I miss your voice, I miss your touch...
And I miss the face... That I love so much...

In my heart you will always be... The one, the only one for me...
I have a wish for you and me... I wish that you would bring your love to me...
In my heart, You will never leave...
So I don't have to grieve...
In my heart, You're my only one... and I want you with me always...

I want you to know... That I love you so...
Deep in my heart is where you'll stay... Each and everyday,
Now, forever, and always....

I want you to know... How much you mean to me...
You're my eyes to see, My heart to beat, and my air to breathe...
Without you, there's no me....

P/S: im still waiting dear... i Love you sayang... :)

13 June 2010 Sunday (Part 2)

You're the first thing I think of... Each morning when I open my eyes...
You're the last thing I think of... Each night when I close my eyes...

You're in each thought I have and every breath I take...
My feelings are growing stronger with every move I make...

I hear your voice inside my head... I can imagine us together again...
I know it will happen... I know it is true...
cuz we are trying...

I want to prove I love you... But that's the hardest part...
So, I'm giving all I have to give...
To you... I give my heart....

P/S: i Love you dear... :)

13 June 2010 Sunday

As I sit here all alone... I think of only you...
I think of how I love you... and how you make me feel...
I think of what could be... a wish come true
for you to love me too...

Sometimes we argue, I don't know why...
Then I sit and wonder, why do I cry??

I cry because I love you...
I cry because I care...
I cry because I feel we have a love so rare...
sometimes I'm afraid I'll turn around and you won't be there...

I love you every minute... I love you every day...
I even love you when we argue...

Sometimes I've wondered do you love me too...
then I look in your eyes and I know it's true...
Please, let's try to work it out so we won't fight...

You make me smile when I'm having a bad day...
You make me laugh at everything you say...

You're always there no matter where you are...
You come rushing towards me even if you're very far...

When I'm afraid You're there to hold me tight...
You tell me you love me and that everything is gonna be alright...

You give me so much more that I could ever give...
I want you in my life forever for as long as I live...

P/S: Just give me your heart and I'll hold it tight...
All of your love I'll make it all right....
i L.O.V.E you... :)

12 June 2010 Saturday (Part 2)

I love you more than words could ever say...
I feel it growing in my heart each and every day... All this love I feel... Has never felt so real...

You give me something no one has ever given me...It's something you cannot see... Love so strong, and so true...

It makes me think of only you... This wonderful feeling you have given me...
Makes me want to be with you endlessly...

I love to touch your face... I love to look into your eyes...To feel your warm hands within mine... As our fingers gently stick together...


I love the way you let me know...
How much you love me so...
I love how much you care...
The love you show to me is beyond compare...
I love the way you smile...
My eyes are kept on you all the times...

I love to hear you say okay...
I love the way you apologize...
Because it always makes me realize...
You teach me a lots...
And that you still love me...

I hate to see you mad...
I hate to see you sad...
It makes me feel so bad...
What you feel, I feel...
That's because our love is real...
I hate to see you cry...
I'm sorry cuz sometimes I do the things that always make you feel upset...
I'm sorry if I hurt you so...
My anger is sometimes hard to control...

I don't like when you feel insecure...
Don't worry so much, because I'm sure...
That no one can ever take your place...
Because I love not only cuz your externally but
I also love the real you inside...
There's no way I could have let you go...

Don't worry you're the only one for me... You, and I, and everyone else can see...I love you with all my heart... No one could ever make us part....

P/S: Love you now.... always... and forever...

12 June 2010 Saturday

sorry for being so harsh towards you with my words today...
u force me to act like that... (T.T)
this for you dear...

You are everything I'll ever need... To make my life complete...
Since you came into my life... My every dream has come true...
I'll never love anyone as much as I love you...

You are the light when there is darkness... Shining brightly through your eyes...
Yours are the arms I want to hold me... Through all of my nights...

My heart belongs to you only... The one true love in my life...
Our souls are intertwined... To always be like one...

Unselfishly I give myself to you... Never with hesitation...
Because you and only you... For always will be My Everything...
Feel the love without ever a doubt...
It is yours for a lifetime...

Please stay a bit longer... For I may see you again never...
And you leaving now isn't for the better...
Now im missing you so badly...

Everyday I miss you more and more... It makes my heart feel so sore...
Thinking of the way things were... I'd like to go back to the times we had before...

P/S: I will look at you with a tear in my eyes... hoping for the day... When I can hold you by my side... and my deepest feelings I won't have to hide...

11 June 2010 Friday

I miss you so much day and night... I can't realise why you're gone...
I just think I treat you right but now I'm again alone...

The days without you are so long... these days without your kiss and smile...
and I don't know what I've done wrong... I've been thinking of this for a while...

A few questions that I need to know... why does my heart feel so bad ?
why you could ever hurt me so ?
why can't I get you out of my head ?

Now I'm standing here alone... with this weight upon my heart wondering why you're gone... remembering our feelings from the start...

In my mind I have all my memories in a range... each moment spent with you is unforgettable... but I can't realise what made you change...
for me this is just un-get-able...

I know I won't pull trough without you by my side... so baby come to me...
don't run and hide... The only thing I want is to be with you...
please honey - make my wish come true....

Don't you know that you make my days count? And I'm always happy when you're around..
it doesn't matter what we do as long as I'm here with YOU...

I know that somewhere in your heart there is a place for me...
I just don't know how to find it...
And there's no way to make you see....
I can only hope that someday You'll wake up and you'll find...
That while my heart belongs to yours...
Yours, too, belongs to mine.... :)

P/S: u had promised me... so please make it real... :) I Love You Dear...

10 June 2010

hmmm... how i wanna start my words this time...
seems like i dun know what to say anymore...
but i wont give up... :)
today alone... my calls no answer... i never do like dat to you... but its ok...
even my heart was beating so fast all the time cuz u left me alone today... here something for you... hope u smile when u read this dear...

I remember us, the way we used to be, I'd hold you in my arms, your smile so sweet to me...

But now when I see you, you look right through me, I feel so alone now, but when I close my eyes... All I see is you...

I dream only of your love, and happiness in life, I try not to think what had happened, but when I close my eyes... All I see is you...

I lied not because I wanted to but because I love you and I still do...
I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you but I just have too.. im regret...

I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face... I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile,that I like to see... You say "close your eyes","tell me what you see",I see only two people, just you and me.... :)

Look into my heart, my life... Tell me, what do you see? Can you feel the need, the want, as Im yours and ur are mine.... :)

Every breath I take is meant for you, I live this life surrounded in joy and I bathe in the promise of your love, My soul belongs to you...

P/S: To my heart, you have the only key, I beg of you, never set me free.... Much joy and happiness you've brought me... Always and Forever, I'll love you till the end... (-.-)

another post for you....

hmmm... i dont know how to describe what i felt rite now...
i just work hard to fix all that...
i hope u can see what im try to do...
nothing that can make me feel good if u show what i had request from you...
see me deeply... understand what im trying to do...
words now are like meaningless unless we meet...
cuz i know im not good in speak as well cant satisfied you...
haih.. im down... i dun want to be bullshit...

I finally got to hold you, be yours for a night. i finally felt okay, and that i was going to be alright...

but in one day-it was over,my world came crashing down. i didnt know it would happen,and in my tears i would soon drown...

i realized how much i really care, and that i love you so much more, more than my heart can take, and more than i bargained for...

please dont turn away, at least try and put up a fight because u had say to me before...

i know i can be complicated, and sometimes hard to read. but im telling you right now, you are all that i need...

im trying to front, and act like im okay. just so i can prove, that everyone walks away and they will not ask what happened to me...

try listen to what im saying and i want you to look between the lines. Look into my eyes, see that I ain't playin because there you will see, all the hidden signs.

Let me show you I wanna be yours. It's a fact I want you that bad and even more. So, Give me one chance to love you right.




P/S: All I seem to do is think of you, and Every time I dream it's you I see. All I wanna do is be with you Cuz it feels like you were made for me. i Love you... (-.-)

another day....

gonna be strong because of you...
:) i'd explained all to you...
hope you can consider it...
this song dedicated to you as well...





P/S: :) heart Y.O.U

for you... im sorry...

i dont know how to describe... but im sorry... let me fix all dat ok... this time can sure you... this songs dedicated to you...





Baby (x11)

I'm So Glad...

I Will Never Find Another Lover
Sweeter Than You
Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You
More Precious Than You
Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby

Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You

All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby)
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I...That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turned My Life Around,
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down,
You're All That I've Ever Known,
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
Say...You're All That I've Ever Known
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
And I Hope That You
Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I ..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

(Fading)
And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You.....

P/S: i Love You...